[After all, the more attractions Kurt's checked out here, the more unpleasant things he's stumbled across.]
There's a whole city out there that's just like a normal city. It's a lot lighter on the nightmare side! What kind of place helps you relax? Like, a cafe or something...?
[Though he'd been warned away from the hall of mirrors, to his misfortune, he hadn't gotten the same warning about the fortune teller. Now he's here, the power of suppression stolen from him, and the young mutant has to deal with the consequences.]
There is only one place I would go and you cannot take me to him.
[His attention moves away from Kurt, this time pressing both of his palms against his eyes. Why is he even bothering? How can any of this be real? How would any conversations be meaningful? The longer he's stuck in this... whatever it is—Chaos's capricious nature catching up with him, toying with him when he's so close to the promised goal? It's not as if he ever truly trusted the Spirit, and its nature never did align with plans, no matter how beneficial towards their mutual goals.
—He doesn't have the time to be breaking down like this. But if he can't trust his own mind, what can he even do? When he speaks again, it's in a whisper.]
Is this how it ends? Kept away by meaningless fantasy? [He can't make sense of it.] Would familiar faces not be more effective to torture me?
I'm sorry. I want to help, but I don't know how...
[His hopes of calming him down are dashed by the man's response. It's the stinging reminder that something horrible happened to this man's ward right in front of him, and that's outside of his power to fix.]
I can only say that this place isn't the end. You can keep on living here. This place might be part-computer simulator, but I promise I'm as real as they come!
[He doesn't move; his hands stay where they are, his posture that of a man defeated.]
You want to help.
[What an absurd statement. It's spoken with such sincerity he almost believes the sentiment for a moment. What's the point of him hearing this? If a hallucination—some inner part of himself attempting to cling to hope? It's a nearly laughable failure if that's the case. If an illusion—mocking him, he's sure. If neither—
Could it really be what all these strange sorts are trying to convince him it is?]
If you want to help—then prove to me this is only a simulation. I'd sooner be comforted by the idea of being a copy.
[At least then his plans would proceed as they should. His true self would remain to make sure the boy wouldn't wither away.
All of this is pointless, but—he has to believe in something.]
[He tries to stress that. Stranger or not, this guy's definitely been through a lot, and Kurt can't just abandon him. He has to try, at least.
Although now his request is harder to fulfill for different reasons.]
Well, I don't really know how to prove it. Kinda ironic that we just solved that problem where glitches were happening all over... That could have really helped prove things! But trust me, it's the truth. I'm not sure if that really makes us copies, though. The real us could be plugged into this whole thing, or teleported into it. It's real confusing if you think too much about it!
[The young man's earnest attempts to answer and lighten the mood—poorly, in his opinion, but earnest nevertheless—reminds him of the children he'd recently left. They'd treated most of his attacks with levity of a sort, but he'd given them the chance through his own blithe demeanor and only toying with them until recently. Then he turned one of them into a weapon and watched as their naiveté collapsed.
He laughs again, the sound pulled out of him with an edge of despair this time.]
They don't have to be familiar after all. [To say his tone is light would be false, as there's certainly the undercurrent of things being wrong, but it matches the laughter.] This truly is a punishment.
[He meekly responds. He feels more and more at a loss when it comes to figuring out how to help this guy out.]
Sure, they're going to try to punish you for whatever crime they pinned on you eventually, b-but for now you're free here! Things can be fi- I mean, they might not be so bad! Look, I can help you get set up at the inn. Maybe some rest will help you out!
[He feels like he's being mocked, somehow. Whatever power has done this to him, whether it's corrupted his mind or brought him to another world, is laughing.
His hands fall from his face, only for him to let out another low chuckle. A bitter smile remains on his face as he turns a gaze as cold as ice to the young mutant.]
... Has anyone told you you're absolutely horrible at this?
I- I'm usually better at this kind of thing, I swear! I guess it helps if I already know the person. I haven't known someone with- with a situation like yours. But I do want to help, for reals!
[Altius is, at least, intending to follow at a reasonable distance. His smile has faded by the time Kurt asks his question, however, which could be a good or a bad thing. It leaves nothing but ill-tempered fatigue behind in his expression.]
What sort of teleportation.
[On the one hand, he's exhausted enough that traversing one of his own portals sounds like misery, and it would deprive him of gathering more information along the way. On the other hand, wasting less time would be preferable in some senses.]
[Kurt demonstrates right away - teleporting several feet ahead, accompanied by a small puff of smoke with a fleeting whiff of brimstone. He looks back with a good-natured smile.]
This kind. I can teleport with others, too. It could cut down on our travel time!
[The fact that Altius only initially responds with a brief blink at that puff of smoke without any real shock... well, Kurt can make his own judgments. He continues walking forward to cross the gap the teleportation has put between them, and uses that time to weigh his options.]
You make it look easy. [... it doesn't sound like a compliment, somehow...] What does it actually feel like?
[...Well! That is less of a reaction than he's used to. He's glad he didn't spook or startle him on top of everything else at least, but this still does leave Kurt wondering if this guy has familiarity with this kinda thing.]
It kinda feels like you're leaping from one place to another in a blink of an eye? It is not for the weak of stomach, my friend.
[His tone is almost dismissive, but it would have to have more energy for that. He stops in front of Kurt once he's close, scrutinizing him for a moment—then he turns to glance over his shoulder at the carnival.]
... fine.
[He doesn't trust any of this, but fall treats and playing games won't help him. He'll offer his hand if Kurt indicates it's necessary; otherwise, he'll fold his arms and wait.]
That's what it feels like, at least. [It actually involves traveling through portals to another dimension, but too quickly for anyone to really notice.]
Okay, let me treat you to a trial port! [Physical contact is required, so Kurt reaches for his hand and proceeds to teleport them ahead to the furthest point ahead that he can see.]
[It does take Altius a second to reorient himself mentally; his gaze sharp, he looks ahead, to the side and behind himself, but Kurt will probably notice that he doesn't seem to lose his balance or react physically with any shock to the sudden displacement.
Even without his own portal thing, he's been leaping across rooftops fairly often for the past several months and stole a magic Gem with teleportation not unlike Kurt's; this is basically nothing new.]
Hm, [he responds vaguely at first—but his tone is neutral, which is probably a step up. He seems distracted by his thoughts for a moment before answering properly:] Reasonable.
[Wow. This is easily the most neutral reaction to his power he's ever experienced. No excitement, no fear, no physical reactions. 'Reasonable'. What is this guy's deal
Kurt raises an eyebrow and meekly smiles.]
Um, good to know! I'll make some bigger jumps now. While we're moving, I feel like I should ask, who are you? My name's Kurt, Kurt Wagner.
[And as they talk, he'll initiate some more teleportation jumps to bring them towards the carnival's entrance!]
[With each jump, he doesn't seem to know what to fixate on. He's not used to so many in a row; usually it's once and he's where he wants to be. He's half distracted by that thought when he starts to answer:]
Ze—
[Another teleport cuts off his response and knocks some of his thoughts back into place as his mouth clicks shut. A notable frown has come to his place by the time they're through the next.]
My name is Altius.
[He says this sternly, almost as if reminding himself. He brings his free hand over his face—blocking out the sudden blinking in and out of each spot will probably more helpful than not, if Kurt decides to continue on.]
[Normally he would have accepted the excuse and gone along with it, but this damned honesty... with a bit more insistence:] That's not what I meant. Even under duress, this isn't how I act.
[... although yes, he is feeling a bit ragged. He glances back at the noisy celebration with something like a scowl; it's probably obvious he's not going to be returning anytime soon, even if relief is far from the impression he's giving off.]
The movement was fine. [Despite his earlier insult, he doesn't seem to be annoyed with Kurt.] Which direction is the inn?
Oh. [Now he gets that he means.] Something must have messed with you. That's kinda of a thing that happens here sometimes. Some things can make us act differently than normal, or sometimes it's like it happens at random.
[He shakes his head.]
But as for the inn, it's not far... [He proceeds to give some directions.]
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[After all, the more attractions Kurt's checked out here, the more unpleasant things he's stumbled across.]
There's a whole city out there that's just like a normal city. It's a lot lighter on the nightmare side! What kind of place helps you relax? Like, a cafe or something...?
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There is only one place I would go and you cannot take me to him.
[His attention moves away from Kurt, this time pressing both of his palms against his eyes. Why is he even bothering? How can any of this be real? How would any conversations be meaningful? The longer he's stuck in this... whatever it is—Chaos's capricious nature catching up with him, toying with him when he's so close to the promised goal? It's not as if he ever truly trusted the Spirit, and its nature never did align with plans, no matter how beneficial towards their mutual goals.
—He doesn't have the time to be breaking down like this. But if he can't trust his own mind, what can he even do? When he speaks again, it's in a whisper.]
Is this how it ends? Kept away by meaningless fantasy? [He can't make sense of it.] Would familiar faces not be more effective to torture me?
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[His hopes of calming him down are dashed by the man's response. It's the stinging reminder that something horrible happened to this man's ward right in front of him, and that's outside of his power to fix.]
I can only say that this place isn't the end. You can keep on living here. This place might be part-computer simulator, but I promise I'm as real as they come!
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You want to help.
[What an absurd statement. It's spoken with such sincerity he almost believes the sentiment for a moment. What's the point of him hearing this? If a hallucination—some inner part of himself attempting to cling to hope? It's a nearly laughable failure if that's the case. If an illusion—mocking him, he's sure. If neither—
Could it really be what all these strange sorts are trying to convince him it is?]
If you want to help—then prove to me this is only a simulation. I'd sooner be comforted by the idea of being a copy.
[At least then his plans would proceed as they should. His true self would remain to make sure the boy wouldn't wither away.
All of this is pointless, but—he has to believe in something.]
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[He tries to stress that. Stranger or not, this guy's definitely been through a lot, and Kurt can't just abandon him. He has to try, at least.
Although now his request is harder to fulfill for different reasons.]
Well, I don't really know how to prove it. Kinda ironic that we just solved that problem where glitches were happening all over... That could have really helped prove things! But trust me, it's the truth. I'm not sure if that really makes us copies, though. The real us could be plugged into this whole thing, or teleported into it. It's real confusing if you think too much about it!
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He laughs again, the sound pulled out of him with an edge of despair this time.]
They don't have to be familiar after all. [To say his tone is light would be false, as there's certainly the undercurrent of things being wrong, but it matches the laughter.] This truly is a punishment.
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[He meekly responds. He feels more and more at a loss when it comes to figuring out how to help this guy out.]
Sure, they're going to try to punish you for whatever crime they pinned on you eventually, b-but for now you're free here! Things can be fi- I mean, they might not be so bad! Look, I can help you get set up at the inn. Maybe some rest will help you out!
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His hands fall from his face, only for him to let out another low chuckle. A bitter smile remains on his face as he turns a gaze as cold as ice to the young mutant.]
... Has anyone told you you're absolutely horrible at this?
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Kurt shrinks back at his feedback.]
I- I'm usually better at this kind of thing, I swear! I guess it helps if I already know the person. I haven't known someone with- with a situation like yours. But I do want to help, for reals!
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Of course you do.
[There's something almost like the edge of a threat in the way he continues—sorry, Kurt.]
Go on, then. Lead the way.
[It can always get worse, but at this point, it's difficult to see how. He'll humor it.]
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S-sure. Let's get away from this carnival and to the inn! [He pauses and then adds uncertainly-] You, uh, have any feelings about teleportation?
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What sort of teleportation.
[On the one hand, he's exhausted enough that traversing one of his own portals sounds like misery, and it would deprive him of gathering more information along the way. On the other hand, wasting less time would be preferable in some senses.]
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This kind. I can teleport with others, too. It could cut down on our travel time!
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You make it look easy. [... it doesn't sound like a compliment, somehow...] What does it actually feel like?
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It kinda feels like you're leaping from one place to another in a blink of an eye? It is not for the weak of stomach, my friend.
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[His tone is almost dismissive, but it would have to have more energy for that. He stops in front of Kurt once he's close, scrutinizing him for a moment—then he turns to glance over his shoulder at the carnival.]
... fine.
[He doesn't trust any of this, but fall treats and playing games won't help him. He'll offer his hand if Kurt indicates it's necessary; otherwise, he'll fold his arms and wait.]
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Okay, let me treat you to a trial port! [Physical contact is required, so Kurt reaches for his hand and proceeds to teleport them ahead to the furthest point ahead that he can see.]
There! How was that?
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Even without his own portal thing, he's been leaping across rooftops fairly often for the past several months and stole a magic Gem with teleportation not unlike Kurt's; this is basically nothing new.]
Hm, [he responds vaguely at first—but his tone is neutral, which is probably a step up. He seems distracted by his thoughts for a moment before answering properly:] Reasonable.
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Kurt raises an eyebrow and meekly smiles.]
Um, good to know! I'll make some bigger jumps now. While we're moving, I feel like I should ask, who are you? My name's Kurt, Kurt Wagner.
[And as they talk, he'll initiate some more teleportation jumps to bring them towards the carnival's entrance!]
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Ze—
[Another teleport cuts off his response and knocks some of his thoughts back into place as his mouth clicks shut. A notable frown has come to his place by the time they're through the next.]
My name is Altius.
[He says this sternly, almost as if reminding himself. He brings his free hand over his face—blocking out the sudden blinking in and out of each spot will probably more helpful than not, if Kurt decides to continue on.]
Why am I acting like this?
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It's, uh, good to meet you! [It's not a name one hears every day. He does also wonder what z-sound he was trying to make for a second there.
And his question gives Kurt extra reason to pause the teleportation spree for the moment.]
Acting like what?
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[He turns his eyes to Kurt almost as if daring him to disagree.]
I'm more put together than this. I shouldn't be reacting so poorly...
[At least they're a little further away from the noise of the carnival. It's helping him sort through his thoughts a bit better, anyway.]
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I- I get it, man. It's fine. You... you've been through a lot. Things must feel raw. [He remembers how he felt right after Mystique's shattering.]
So I'm not holding it against. And - sorry if I overdid with the teleporting. But hey, we're at the exit now!
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[... although yes, he is feeling a bit ragged. He glances back at the noisy celebration with something like a scowl; it's probably obvious he's not going to be returning anytime soon, even if relief is far from the impression he's giving off.]
The movement was fine. [Despite his earlier insult, he doesn't seem to be annoyed with Kurt.] Which direction is the inn?
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[He shakes his head.]
But as for the inn, it's not far... [He proceeds to give some directions.]
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