[It's strange, but he suddenly gets the urge to ask for Yu's glasses, but they're not the right... color? The lens aren't red, so they wouldn't work. It's such a weird thought to have and it's nearly overwhelming, maybe just the after effects of that light hitting him? Probably true to some degree, but it's not going to be a simple explanation, is it?]
...You're sure?
[He asks, a little unsure, because he was really close to his friend and looked pretty scary. However, there's a certain level of belief in Yu's voice, like he just knows that their disappearing friend wouldn't harm him. Guess there's little point prodding about it, since he's no longer around. Not to mention Yu's asking him something that he's been trying to ignore, but it's getting impossible now.
At least he can talk about this with a good friend. Yu wouldn't judge him, right? And he wouldn't judge him.]
Yeah. [He quietly confirms as one hand reaches up to ruffle his own hair.] ...They've felt like memories to me. All coated in red. [He brings his hand back down, wincing a little.]
I'm-- [sure, he almost says, and then realizes he doesn't know how he would be. It looked like a monster, almost -- why in the world wouldn't it hurt him? Isn't that just what monsters do?
... ... ... But he is. He realizes that after a moment.] I'm sure. Yeah.
[Somehow, that doesn't make it any better. It's going to bother him for a while, he's sure, but...the creature is gone, and Scott is here, so he chooses to change his focus, at least for now. Maybe if they all start exchanging more information, they can figure out what's going on here. Maybe even how to stop it.]
In red? [That makes a change. He doesn't sound judgmental at all, just surprised.] I've been having things like that, too...just not in different colors. Any idea why they might have been like that?
[He's sure then. Guess that's settled. At least it's obvious that Yu definitely isn't injured in any way and even the light that slammed into him didn't feel painful. In fact, it felt... kind of revealing in a way. Like it was the truth that he's supposed to chase. It was so short though, brief like everything else. In a way, it should be more worrying.
But... well, he doesn't know. He'll just trust Yu, because that feels good. That has always felt good to him, even though everything's so fucking weird now.]
So, everything's the right color for you, huh? [Is he really the only person that's seen those weird visions in one color? It basically confirms that Scott is the oddity in this case, some weirdo. He brings a hand up to his eyes once more, as if expecting something to... maybe shoot out from them. That's not possible though, it's something straight out of a comic book.]
Sometimes, when I have one of those visions, I... feel afraid of hurting someone with my eyes. That I can blow something up just by looking at it.
[There is something so unsettling about all of this, so deeply, fundamentally wrong. It's like he's beginning to doubt the life he's always known, like he's no longer certain the world is real. Beneath the yawning abyss of worry that causes is the underlying nervous question: is he losing his mind? Are all of them? If it's not just him, then what on earth is happening?
But-- the fact is that it seems it's been happening for Scott, too.]
Yeah. I never noticed anything unusual about colors.
[Which is another worrying thought. Why, and how, is Scott seeing the world in red...? Scott tries to smile, but Yu looks nothing but worried, at least at first.]
That is pretty weird. [He doesn't want to lie and say something like he's sure it'll be fine. He's not sure about that at all. There's something within him, too, that he's just barely keeping a lid on. Some voice or personality yearning to get out, and the fact that he doesn't know what it is scares the hell out of him. But worrying themselves into a panic isn't going to help anyone or anything. So, after a moment, he ventures a bit of a smile.] ... For what it's worth, your eyes look just fine, to me.
Thanks, just let me know if they start looking weird. Or red.
[For once, he really feels kind of... hopeless, at least unable to really think of anything to make his friend feel better. But he doesn't want to do nothing, so he lifts a hand to place on Yu's shoulder, squeezing it lightly as he returns his smile with a slightly strained one. Well, even though things are going crazy and they might be losing their minds, at least... they have each other? Scott doesn't feel completely alone yet and as long as that feeling lasts, he thinks he can keep going. Face that abyss and dive right into it.
Hopefully Yu feels the same way.]
We'll get through this together, okay? We're still friends, I know that for sure.
[Yu breathes out a soft exhale, just a bit shy of a chuckle.]
Would it be too much if I say "I'll keep an eye out"?
[Levity is becoming easier by the moment, but he still feels worried. Still-- it's not lost on him that Scott is trying to reassure him. The hand on his shoulder helps, and he offers a small, grateful smile to show for it.]
Together. [He brings a hand up, placing it over Scott's for a moment before it goes back to his pocket. Somehow, just that one word is a comfort. It's strange, because he's just...used to being on his own, usually. "Together?" Being part of a group, a team? It's-- not how he does things, usually.]
So-- what kind of memories were they? If you don't mind sharing.
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...You're sure?
[He asks, a little unsure, because he was really close to his friend and looked pretty scary. However, there's a certain level of belief in Yu's voice, like he just knows that their disappearing friend wouldn't harm him. Guess there's little point prodding about it, since he's no longer around. Not to mention Yu's asking him something that he's been trying to ignore, but it's getting impossible now.
At least he can talk about this with a good friend. Yu wouldn't judge him, right? And he wouldn't judge him.]
Yeah. [He quietly confirms as one hand reaches up to ruffle his own hair.] ...They've felt like memories to me. All coated in red. [He brings his hand back down, wincing a little.]
Well, except one.
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... ... ... But he is. He realizes that after a moment.] I'm sure. Yeah.
[Somehow, that doesn't make it any better. It's going to bother him for a while, he's sure, but...the creature is gone, and Scott is here, so he chooses to change his focus, at least for now. Maybe if they all start exchanging more information, they can figure out what's going on here. Maybe even how to stop it.]
In red? [That makes a change. He doesn't sound judgmental at all, just surprised.] I've been having things like that, too...just not in different colors. Any idea why they might have been like that?
[Somehow...that seems significant.]
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But... well, he doesn't know. He'll just trust Yu, because that feels good. That has always felt good to him, even though everything's so fucking weird now.]
So, everything's the right color for you, huh? [Is he really the only person that's seen those weird visions in one color? It basically confirms that Scott is the oddity in this case, some weirdo. He brings a hand up to his eyes once more, as if expecting something to... maybe shoot out from them. That's not possible though, it's something straight out of a comic book.]
Sometimes, when I have one of those visions, I... feel afraid of hurting someone with my eyes. That I can blow something up just by looking at it.
[He sends a helpless smile at Yu.] Weird, huh?
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But-- the fact is that it seems it's been happening for Scott, too.]
Yeah. I never noticed anything unusual about colors.
[Which is another worrying thought. Why, and how, is Scott seeing the world in red...? Scott tries to smile, but Yu looks nothing but worried, at least at first.]
That is pretty weird. [He doesn't want to lie and say something like he's sure it'll be fine. He's not sure about that at all. There's something within him, too, that he's just barely keeping a lid on. Some voice or personality yearning to get out, and the fact that he doesn't know what it is scares the hell out of him. But worrying themselves into a panic isn't going to help anyone or anything. So, after a moment, he ventures a bit of a smile.] ... For what it's worth, your eyes look just fine, to me.
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[For once, he really feels kind of... hopeless, at least unable to really think of anything to make his friend feel better. But he doesn't want to do nothing, so he lifts a hand to place on Yu's shoulder, squeezing it lightly as he returns his smile with a slightly strained one. Well, even though things are going crazy and they might be losing their minds, at least... they have each other? Scott doesn't feel completely alone yet and as long as that feeling lasts, he thinks he can keep going. Face that abyss and dive right into it.
Hopefully Yu feels the same way.]
We'll get through this together, okay? We're still friends, I know that for sure.
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Would it be too much if I say "I'll keep an eye out"?
[Levity is becoming easier by the moment, but he still feels worried. Still-- it's not lost on him that Scott is trying to reassure him. The hand on his shoulder helps, and he offers a small, grateful smile to show for it.]
Together. [He brings a hand up, placing it over Scott's for a moment before it goes back to his pocket. Somehow, just that one word is a comfort. It's strange, because he's just...used to being on his own, usually. "Together?" Being part of a group, a team? It's-- not how he does things, usually.]
So-- what kind of memories were they? If you don't mind sharing.