[Scott isn't sure if he'd preferred to have a dad like that, someone that tried to spend time with him, but it's stuff that he has no interest in. Maybe it'd be kind of nice, thinking that he'd actually bother to do shit like that instead of just being gone for work or exhausted all the time otherwise. But also, sounds kind of annoying.]
Yeah, pretty much. [He snorts.] Maybe we should switch dads someday. Might be a nice change for the both of us.
[He briefly looks back at the water, the simple calmness of it. Maybe this really wouldn't be too bad... but he's pretty much staying at Xavier's Institute now. Thinking about it again though, he can't help but let his thoughts stray back to the sentencing that he received.] Hey Tsuna, I got a question that might be kind of weird.
[It's not like he was expecting Tsuna to say 'no' to his request, but Scott still feels relief, appreciation clear on his expression and resting there for a moment. He just needs a few seconds to really gather what he wants to say. Looking out at the calm water helps with that-- maybe that's why he picked this spot, before turning his head slightly to face his friend once more.]
...What do you think about the greater good? Like. Would you harm people that you care about for it?
[But still, Tsuna goes quiet for a moment, thinking. The thing is, if he could avoid it, he would. But it's hard not to think of the future version of himself, who sacrificed himself to allow a path to defeat Byakuran to be opened. He remembers the way that the future versions of his friends would look at him. But he's also not that Tsuna, and he doesn't know if he'll grow into that Tsuna.]
No...I don't think I would. Or at least, I wouldn't want to. At all.
I think a lot of people who want something for the Greater Good can lose sight of what they have right then and there. And that would be what I want to protect.
[He quips, a small smile tugging briefly at him before it disappears so that he can focus on the answer Tsuna is giving him. So, he wouldn't want to do it at all and it's not surprising. More than that, it's... kind of nice, to hear that one of his friends would never go that far for his goal. Or the 'greater good.' There's a line he wouldn't cross and that's hurting someone he cares about.
He's the same, right? He wouldn't harm any of his friends, even if it was for a good cause. He'd just figure out a new way to make things work. Yeah. That's... that's the right answer.
It's just why doesn't it feel fully right?]
Y-yeah, I feel the same. I don't want to harm my friends or really anyone, even if it's for a good cause. It just sounds like a path that would lead to more shit and bad decisions.
[If he has to push himself to his limits-- even beyond that to save all this friends, he'd be happy to do so. Maybe even push his friends in a similar way, so that everyone can survive. No one can slack off.
And of course Tsuna figured that out, huh? No point denying it, so he nods, face still stuck in something more serious and rigid.] We were both sentenced, for different reasons. Mine was for the crime that's been on my parchment for over a year.
They've been friends for a long time, huh? So... it feels kind of okay to tell him what's exactly on his parchment. It's a trust that he's come to appreciate in this place.]
Jerry wanted me to talk about the greater good and if it's ever okay to hurt people I care about for it. [...] Because according to my parchment, I kill my professor.
[And it's not true. He didn't do that. He'd like to think he never would. Professor Xavier has always been kind to him. But..... there's a version of him that has killed him.]
[Guess he hasn't fucked up entirely if Tsuna has a hard time seeing that happen. This time, a small smile crosses his face, though it doesn't last too long. He just shakes his head.]
I haven't-- and I hope not, Tsuna. I kind of want to avoid something like that from ever happening.
[Maybe it's a good thing, in a fucked up way? Like if he knows that he might hurt the Professor some way in the future, then he can make sure that it never actually happens. A warning. Right. If he can stop himself from doing something so awful, then maybe it will be okay.]
He's a good man. He's opened his home to mutants from everywhere. How could I hurt someone like that?
I don't think I could. Especially if he's done something like that.
[Kindness like that shouldn't be ignored after all.]
The...the only thing I could think of, is if he does something. I don't know, something really bad. But, even then, it feels like you could talk to him before doing anything.
[He pulls into himself, not wanting to think about it and even feeling bad for bringing it up.]
But like you said, maybe you can avoid it now, knowing it's coming.
[It's hard to imagine the Professor doing something so bad that he'd want to kill him over it. Murder the person that is basically Jean's father. It just feels impossible the more he thinks about it. And... and that's good, right? Just keep feeling that way.]
Y-yeah, I'll just make sure it doesn't happen.
[He repeats again, mostly trying to reassure himself at this point. Scott doesn't really feel all too much better about this, but the conversation helped in its own way still. The plan is to basically never commit murder, right. Good plan. And remember all this.
Which is something he wants to do anyway. He wants to remember all the friends he's made in this world. Everything he's learned.]
[Always another way, he just has to keep remembering that. Along with the fact that he has friends that really believe in him. It... helps, even if that feeling of not wanting to disappoint them surges even more.
It's fine. In fact, time to just worry about fishing now. He has a good answer to give Jerry now anyway, right?]
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Yeah, pretty much. [He snorts.] Maybe we should switch dads someday. Might be a nice change for the both of us.
[He briefly looks back at the water, the simple calmness of it. Maybe this really wouldn't be too bad... but he's pretty much staying at Xavier's Institute now. Thinking about it again though, he can't help but let his thoughts stray back to the sentencing that he received.] Hey Tsuna, I got a question that might be kind of weird.
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I don't think I'd mind that. My mom might have something to say though.
[If nothing else, Nana and Iemitsu do love each other, and that's something undeniable.]
Yeah? What's up?
[Pretty sure he can handle a weird question or two.]
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...What do you think about the greater good? Like. Would you harm people that you care about for it?
[JUST ASKING FOR NO REASON AT ALL...]
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[But still, Tsuna goes quiet for a moment, thinking. The thing is, if he could avoid it, he would. But it's hard not to think of the future version of himself, who sacrificed himself to allow a path to defeat Byakuran to be opened. He remembers the way that the future versions of his friends would look at him. But he's also not that Tsuna, and he doesn't know if he'll grow into that Tsuna.]
No...I don't think I would. Or at least, I wouldn't want to. At all.
I think a lot of people who want something for the Greater Good can lose sight of what they have right then and there. And that would be what I want to protect.
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[He quips, a small smile tugging briefly at him before it disappears so that he can focus on the answer Tsuna is giving him. So, he wouldn't want to do it at all and it's not surprising. More than that, it's... kind of nice, to hear that one of his friends would never go that far for his goal. Or the 'greater good.' There's a line he wouldn't cross and that's hurting someone he cares about.
He's the same, right? He wouldn't harm any of his friends, even if it was for a good cause. He'd just figure out a new way to make things work. Yeah. That's... that's the right answer.
It's just why doesn't it feel fully right?]
Y-yeah, I feel the same. I don't want to harm my friends or really anyone, even if it's for a good cause. It just sounds like a path that would lead to more shit and bad decisions.
[He might be trying to convince himself.]
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Especially if you want things to turn out with everyone happy at the end.
[It's not a victory unless they're all there. How many times has he told that to Gokudera?]
Is...is there a reason why you're asking something like this? Kotone-san was asking something similar on the network.
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[If he has to push himself to his limits-- even beyond that to save all this friends, he'd be happy to do so. Maybe even push his friends in a similar way, so that everyone can survive. No one can slack off.
And of course Tsuna figured that out, huh? No point denying it, so he nods, face still stuck in something more serious and rigid.] We were both sentenced, for different reasons. Mine was for the crime that's been on my parchment for over a year.
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I guess that's still going on, huh?
Can I ask...what that was for? Or what the sentence was?
'cause you know I'd be with you, on the difficult path.
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They've been friends for a long time, huh? So... it feels kind of okay to tell him what's exactly on his parchment. It's a trust that he's come to appreciate in this place.]
Jerry wanted me to talk about the greater good and if it's ever okay to hurt people I care about for it. [...] Because according to my parchment, I kill my professor.
[And it's not true. He didn't do that. He'd like to think he never would. Professor Xavier has always been kind to him. But..... there's a version of him that has killed him.]
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[The sentencing in this place is so inconsistent. It's very weird.
But there's always one more question, isn't there? And an interesting choice of wording.]
Did you...? Or...will you? I guess?
It's kind of hard to imagine you doing something like that.
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I haven't-- and I hope not, Tsuna. I kind of want to avoid something like that from ever happening.
[Maybe it's a good thing, in a fucked up way? Like if he knows that he might hurt the Professor some way in the future, then he can make sure that it never actually happens. A warning. Right. If he can stop himself from doing something so awful, then maybe it will be okay.]
He's a good man. He's opened his home to mutants from everywhere. How could I hurt someone like that?
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[Kindness like that shouldn't be ignored after all.]
The...the only thing I could think of, is if he does something. I don't know, something really bad. But, even then, it feels like you could talk to him before doing anything.
[He pulls into himself, not wanting to think about it and even feeling bad for bringing it up.]
But like you said, maybe you can avoid it now, knowing it's coming.
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Y-yeah, I'll just make sure it doesn't happen.
[He repeats again, mostly trying to reassure himself at this point. Scott doesn't really feel all too much better about this, but the conversation helped in its own way still. The plan is to basically never commit murder, right. Good plan. And remember all this.
Which is something he wants to do anyway. He wants to remember all the friends he's made in this world. Everything he's learned.]
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I believe you can do it, Scott.
We've just got to keep believing there's always another way to do something.
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[Always another way, he just has to keep remembering that. Along with the fact that he has friends that really believe in him. It... helps, even if that feeling of not wanting to disappoint them surges even more.
It's fine. In fact, time to just worry about fishing now. He has a good answer to give Jerry now anyway, right?]
Come on, let's catch some fish.
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[He's happy to help. And it's important to let your friends know you're with them. It goes both ways after all.]
Right. You've got fishing rods? And bait and all that?