[Yellow eyes open in the cloud to peer at the avatar and his companion, no emotion apparent in their featureless gaze.]
Does it matter?
[The reply is neither snide nor truly curious of any answer Ryoji may give him. All of this is pointless... what's another ruined street in the grand scheme of things?
The crys seems much more anxious regarding the shadow in front of them than the transformation of its new friend, even though his speech is apparently calm. The gaze turns slightly away, pensive if the tone of voice is to be believed.]
Since you're here... perhaps you could answer something for me.
[The crys straightens up in surprise, but with no voice the only audible indication is the way its hooves scratch against the street briefly. Its focus moves from the towering friend and the dark cloud and back, uncertain...
The shadow's voice doesn't become harsh, but there's nevertheless a directness in the question as the shade's gaze focuses on Thanatos again, and the shape of him starts to solidify.]
[The reply comes almost immediately, though the shade's fatigue permeates it. There's no anger in him like this, not right now, but his distrust of beings like Thanatos is too strong to leave behind.]
You of all creatures... Why would you want such a thing? Has all the misery left in your wake not taught you that being human is only a series of senseless tragedies?
Brief moments drowned out by the rest, if they happen at all. And when they do every second comes at a cost, stealing something or other from those around us or the world itself.
[He moves towards an empty shop—not quite towards Thanatos but not away, his cloudy lower half leaving the street below him eaten away.]
We can't help ourselves. Cruelty and selfishness always wins out.
Even if it's not that much, I still think those few happy moments make it worth it. You talk about suffering and pain, but seeing humanity rise above such obstacles is why I hold so much respect for them.
And there are also those benevolent souls, heroes who would go against such cruelty and selfishness.
[He may still be Thanatos, but one can clearly hear Ryoji in the echo of his words.]
[If Thanatos were not the kind of being he is, perhaps Zekarion's answer would have delved more into the idea of what it means to be a hero—a topic he's long been invested in. But the gaze that meets Death's through the reflection in the shop's window is sharp, and instead, he retorts in a low voice:]
So our misery should continue for the sake of your enjoyment? So you can watch those rare few of us rise above it while all the rest drown in the attempt?
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Does it matter?
[The reply is neither snide nor truly curious of any answer Ryoji may give him. All of this is pointless... what's another ruined street in the grand scheme of things?
The crys seems much more anxious regarding the shadow in front of them than the transformation of its new friend, even though his speech is apparently calm. The gaze turns slightly away, pensive if the tone of voice is to be believed.]
Since you're here... perhaps you could answer something for me.
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This does not have to end up in bloodshed. Not yet.]
What do you wish to ask?
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The shadow's voice doesn't become harsh, but there's nevertheless a directness in the question as the shade's gaze focuses on Thanatos again, and the shape of him starts to solidify.]
Why do you pretend to be human?
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Because a part of me wishes that I am human.
[Not all of him, because his being has been a strange amalgamation of different facets. But the part that feels the most like himself yearns for it.]
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[The reply comes almost immediately, though the shade's fatigue permeates it. There's no anger in him like this, not right now, but his distrust of beings like Thanatos is too strong to leave behind.]
You of all creatures... Why would you want such a thing? Has all the misery left in your wake not taught you that being human is only a series of senseless tragedies?
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But it isn't! There may be tragedies in being humans, but there is the joy and beauty of living, too!
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[He moves towards an empty shop—not quite towards Thanatos but not away, his cloudy lower half leaving the street below him eaten away.]
We can't help ourselves. Cruelty and selfishness always wins out.
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And there are also those benevolent souls, heroes who would go against such cruelty and selfishness.
[He may still be Thanatos, but one can clearly hear Ryoji in the echo of his words.]
Humanity isn’t as weak as you think it is.
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So our misery should continue for the sake of your enjoyment? So you can watch those rare few of us rise above it while all the rest drown in the attempt?