[Mmm, soup is good. Thanks. Doesn't quite instantly heal everything, but it does warm his stomach and further helps with his mood.]
You're like ten years old.
[Although, why is a ten-year-old in this place in the first place? Well, probably Jerry and the AI or whatever up to its usual bullshit. The simulation's done that before, hell, his current 'crime' isn't even something that he actually did. It's kind of all crap to him.
But it's kind of sobering to hear Czeslaw admit the stuff about violence. Sure, he was kidnapped and brought to this place, but. It sucks still. Didn't he mention that he was used to it too?]
...Yeah, it can be this way. [No point saying otherwise. It wouldn't help anyway.] This place tends to be creative about it too.
You should be watching Saturday morning cartoons, not worrying about being useful.
[Yeah, not many kids around, although they shouldn't be brought to a place to be punished for a crime in the first place. He's including Czeslaw in that description because what the fuck. He doesn't have the full energy to get mad right now, especially since his hand still shakes a little while trying to eat, but it's not something he's just going to forget either.
He's just a little distracted by thoughts of the Black Beast. His girlfriend transforming into a monster. Those kind of things.]
...Wonder what? [Okay, what is the kid trying to say?] You might as well spit it out now that you brought it up.
[czeslaw rubs the back of his head, now feeling quite the idiot. why had he brought this up in the first place? well, like scott said, might as well spit it out.]
Um...it just makes you wonder if this could be some kind of...I don't know, purgatory or something. Somewhere bad people go.
[a beat.]
Not that I think you're a bad person! It was a stupid thought.
Do you think we're all dead? [Which is sort of a grim thought, but Scott is pretty sure that isn't the case. Unless a meteor just came out of nowhere and nuked the whole school, then he was just brought here. Again.
But more importantly...
Scott temporarily stops eating, spoon placed back down on the tray as he levels a look that is both serious and maybe just a little piercing. Not unfriendly, but maybe just a little uncomfortable combined with his visor.] Do you think you're a bad person, Czeslaw?
[he says immediately in response to the first question. he knows he can't die. but when the second question comes firing after, he seems startled, then a little guilty, then tries to cover his feelings with a smile. he does look away from that piercing gaze, though.]
Well, I have apparently been convicted of a crime.
[was his voice a little more high-pitched than usual there?]
He wonders what a kid could've possible done, how much of it is bullshit but how much is it true. Scott continues to watch Czeslaw and the way he looks away from him, clearly showing some guilt about what happened. The shift in his voice only adds to it. The mutant remains quiet for a couple of seconds, as if letting that silence build, before he speaks.
There still isn't judgment in his voice, but he's definitely pressing him.]
[czeslaw wasn't expecting that question - in fact, it startles him, making him jerk a little in surprise. it was so unexpected that a ready lie doesn't come to him. stupid, he should have thought of this possibility as soon as he arrived.]
It, ah, it doesn't...
[he looks back at scott, finally, and firms up his voice.]
[So, his crime is probably true on some level. He probably wouldn't be acting like this otherwise, right? There's definitely acknowledgement that whatever it says on his parchment actually happened. Scott stays silent, still keeping his focus on him but remaining patient. Even with the difficulty of this conversation, he still finds it better than talking about the crap that happened to him.
Yeah, bothering others about their problems instead of his own. A sure fire tactic.]
You don't have to tell me. [...] But just want to give you a heads up, because this place might sentence you over it at some point. And it's usually really hard to face it alone.
[Yeah, guess that confirms it: no one has told Czeslaw about the whole sentencing ordeal. It sucks that he has to be the one to tell a kid about all this, but there's no turning back now. He doesn't want to backtrack anyway, because it's important that he knows about it. Having Jerry show up at your house without warning? Yeah. Awful.
Doesn't mean that Scott won't sigh, his eyes turning back to his now lukewarm soup. He should start eating more, but in a moment. Or two.]
No, there's a separate sentencing thing that happens. Jerry... or whomever, usually takes you to city hall-- courthouse, and it's there you're actually sentenced for the crime that's on the parchment. [He doesn't look grim, more like all of this is a pain. He doesn't believe in the stupid system.] People usually end up having to do some sort of task to repent for it.
[he sounds very small. for something as serious as his own crime, he would expect something crazy like jail or even death as a punishment. not that he can really die, but say someone decided to take that as a challenge...he shudders at the thought.]
['That's all?' Heh, when Czeslaw puts it like that, the whole sentencing thing does feel kind of mundane. He hasn't seen anyone get sent to some torture rack or get killed for their crime; it's always working on the actual crime itself. Guess it's the whole seeing the 'error' of their ways. It would actually be kind of nice if they weren't kidnapped here in the first place, not to mention that some of the crimes are bullshit.
Still... it's clear that Czeslaw's crime isn't fake, even if he doesn't know what it is.]
Yeah, usually it forces us to reflect on our crime and talk it through with others. Then we report back to Jerry or whomever. [...] Although, if you don't complete that task, you get punished in some way.
[Scott slowly exhales hearing that. Yeah, sometimes it can be hard dealing with all the crap that happens here. Most of the time, he thinks he's been handling it, mostly because of his friends and girlfriend that's with him. He hasn't forgotten, however, just how hard it was when he first arrived in Aldrip.
Back when it was just a small village.]
It's hard. [He acknowledges, but it's not what he wants to just leave the conversation on.] But there's good things too. I made a lot of friends here. Learned a lot.
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You're like ten years old.
[Although, why is a ten-year-old in this place in the first place? Well, probably Jerry and the AI or whatever up to its usual bullshit. The simulation's done that before, hell, his current 'crime' isn't even something that he actually did. It's kind of all crap to him.
But it's kind of sobering to hear Czeslaw admit the stuff about violence. Sure, he was kidnapped and brought to this place, but. It sucks still. Didn't he mention that he was used to it too?]
...Yeah, it can be this way. [No point saying otherwise. It wouldn't help anyway.] This place tends to be creative about it too.
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[since he kind of needs protecting and all.]
The "creative" part is what has me worried. I know the leading theory is that it's all a simulation, but do you ever wonder...
[he hesitates, realizing he's getting into kind of dark territory. scott probably doesn't need that right now.]
Um, never mind. Just a stray thought.
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[Yeah, not many kids around, although they shouldn't be brought to a place to be punished for a crime in the first place. He's including Czeslaw in that description because what the fuck. He doesn't have the full energy to get mad right now, especially since his hand still shakes a little while trying to eat, but it's not something he's just going to forget either.
He's just a little distracted by thoughts of the Black Beast. His girlfriend transforming into a monster. Those kind of things.]
...Wonder what? [Okay, what is the kid trying to say?] You might as well spit it out now that you brought it up.
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Um...it just makes you wonder if this could be some kind of...I don't know, purgatory or something. Somewhere bad people go.
[a beat.]
Not that I think you're a bad person! It was a stupid thought.
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Do you think we're all dead? [Which is sort of a grim thought, but Scott is pretty sure that isn't the case. Unless a meteor just came out of nowhere and nuked the whole school, then he was just brought here. Again.
But more importantly...
Scott temporarily stops eating, spoon placed back down on the tray as he levels a look that is both serious and maybe just a little piercing. Not unfriendly, but maybe just a little uncomfortable combined with his visor.] Do you think you're a bad person, Czeslaw?
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[he says immediately in response to the first question. he knows he can't die. but when the second question comes firing after, he seems startled, then a little guilty, then tries to cover his feelings with a smile. he does look away from that piercing gaze, though.]
Well, I have apparently been convicted of a crime.
[was his voice a little more high-pitched than usual there?]
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He wonders what a kid could've possible done, how much of it is bullshit but how much is it true. Scott continues to watch Czeslaw and the way he looks away from him, clearly showing some guilt about what happened. The shift in his voice only adds to it. The mutant remains quiet for a couple of seconds, as if letting that silence build, before he speaks.
There still isn't judgment in his voice, but he's definitely pressing him.]
What did it say?
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It, ah, it doesn't...
[he looks back at scott, finally, and firms up his voice.]
I don't want to talk about it.
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Yeah, bothering others about their problems instead of his own. A sure fire tactic.]
You don't have to tell me. [...] But just want to give you a heads up, because this place might sentence you over it at some point. And it's usually really hard to face it alone.
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I thought being here counted as being sentenced.
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Doesn't mean that Scott won't sigh, his eyes turning back to his now lukewarm soup. He should start eating more, but in a moment. Or two.]
No, there's a separate sentencing thing that happens. Jerry... or whomever, usually takes you to city hall-- courthouse, and it's there you're actually sentenced for the crime that's on the parchment. [He doesn't look grim, more like all of this is a pain. He doesn't believe in the stupid system.] People usually end up having to do some sort of task to repent for it.
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[he sounds very small. for something as serious as his own crime, he would expect something crazy like jail or even death as a punishment. not that he can really die, but say someone decided to take that as a challenge...he shudders at the thought.]
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Still... it's clear that Czeslaw's crime isn't fake, even if he doesn't know what it is.]
Yeah, usually it forces us to reflect on our crime and talk it through with others. Then we report back to Jerry or whomever. [...] Although, if you don't complete that task, you get punished in some way.
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[there's a lot of trauma tied up in his crime. he doesn't relish the idea of having to talk it out with someone.]
Getting stuck here...it's hard to come up with positives, you know?
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Back when it was just a small village.]
It's hard. [He acknowledges, but it's not what he wants to just leave the conversation on.] But there's good things too. I made a lot of friends here. Learned a lot.
[Grew up in a lot of ways.]