[Her dread, which had begun to ebb in the weeks before this one, now settles into her bones to linger there. As much of a part of her as her black box was. She knew this would happen. It always did. No matter what, it always ended this way.
Before she disappears into herself to do what she has to do, she answers. Her voice is softer now.] Yeah. Guess it does. [She sees her own time dwindling away like sand in an hourglass. After this, it wouldn't be long. Not long at all.
She forces her body into stillness. The trembling in her hands stops as the light behind her eyes blinks out, and she lifts her weapon. The cold glint of Virtuous Contract seems to be the only light left in this place.]
... I'm sorry. [She says, finally. It's cold comfort, and the whole time her programming is screaming warnings at her, red screens and error messages in her visual sensors warning that what she was about to do was unforgivable, a crime that she could not take back. She ignores them.
Beside her, Pod begins to speak.] A2, this-
Pod. [Her voice is flat and cold.] Be quiet until the target is eliminated.
[ She misses Joel. The people here are nice, and she likes them. By all rights, she should have felt some sense of community or some shit by now, being surrounded like this. Instead, it's been lonely.
At least he doesn't have to see this. It's a small, small mercy. ]
Don't be. Doing-- doing me a favor. Finally my turn.
[ Every words hurts to get out, but she has to. She's been on the other side of this, and it never, ever gets easier. The fragmented sentences are all she has left in her.
With a yelp she curls in on herself again, hands twitching as she fights for control of her own body. ]
[A ripple of emotion crosses over A2's masklike and cold expression: for a moment, she seems impossibly sad. She has to keep quiet to compose herself: otherwise she would lose her muster. 2B had been very much the same in her final moments, too relieved to have died as herself to feel anything but grateful at the death A2 granted her. And so, like before, A2 doesn't say anything. She doesn't say that it doesn't feel like a favor, that it was another burden to be added to her, until her mind finally buckled under the weight of it. And she wonders why: that out of all the things that could follow her, the only thing that was constant in this world and her own was death.
In the end, killing a human isn't much different than killing an android at all. In one sudden thrust, she pierces the girl's heart with her blade. It's brutal in its efficiency, almost too quickly to be felt at first.]
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Before she disappears into herself to do what she has to do, she answers. Her voice is softer now.] Yeah. Guess it does. [She sees her own time dwindling away like sand in an hourglass. After this, it wouldn't be long. Not long at all.
She forces her body into stillness. The trembling in her hands stops as the light behind her eyes blinks out, and she lifts her weapon. The cold glint of Virtuous Contract seems to be the only light left in this place.]
... I'm sorry. [She says, finally. It's cold comfort, and the whole time her programming is screaming warnings at her, red screens and error messages in her visual sensors warning that what she was about to do was unforgivable, a crime that she could not take back. She ignores them.
Beside her, Pod begins to speak.] A2, this-
Pod. [Her voice is flat and cold.] Be quiet until the target is eliminated.
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At least he doesn't have to see this. It's a small, small mercy. ]
Don't be. Doing-- doing me a favor. Finally my turn.
[ Every words hurts to get out, but she has to. She's been on the other side of this, and it never, ever gets easier. The fragmented sentences are all she has left in her.
With a yelp she curls in on herself again, hands twitching as she fights for control of her own body. ]
Shit sucks.
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In the end, killing a human isn't much different than killing an android at all. In one sudden thrust, she pierces the girl's heart with her blade. It's brutal in its efficiency, almost too quickly to be felt at first.]