[ She misses Joel. The people here are nice, and she likes them. By all rights, she should have felt some sense of community or some shit by now, being surrounded like this. Instead, it's been lonely.
At least he doesn't have to see this. It's a small, small mercy. ]
Don't be. Doing-- doing me a favor. Finally my turn.
[ Every words hurts to get out, but she has to. She's been on the other side of this, and it never, ever gets easier. The fragmented sentences are all she has left in her.
With a yelp she curls in on herself again, hands twitching as she fights for control of her own body. ]
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At least he doesn't have to see this. It's a small, small mercy. ]
Don't be. Doing-- doing me a favor. Finally my turn.
[ Every words hurts to get out, but she has to. She's been on the other side of this, and it never, ever gets easier. The fragmented sentences are all she has left in her.
With a yelp she curls in on herself again, hands twitching as she fights for control of her own body. ]
Shit sucks.