[He sees her expression and his heart breaks twice over; it hurts, losing Scott too, and watching her expression fade, knowing that they're both feeling the same thing... He wonders, of course -- does she feel the same as him? Was it hard for her to open up, too? He's asked himself if it was still worth it. Has she asked herself the same thing?
Instead of asking, Yu exhales against her, eyes squeezed shut. After a moment, he wraps his arms around her.]
... Thanks, [he says softly, in lieu of some smartass comment. He can't bring himself to think of one right now.]
[She hums softly in response, shifting just enough to make herself more comfortable now that he's hugging her back. Honestly, she could stay like that for the rest of the day and not even be upset; it's so nice to be held and not think about anything other than the warmth of his arms around her.
She wishes Scott were here to hug them both right now. Maybe Yu wishes for Yosuke or Mikey to do the same thing.]
What've you been up to? [she asks without pulling back, just turning her head to make it easier to speak.]
[Yu doesn't make a move to let go. Maybe he should; it feels a little pitiful, being so grateful just for this small contact. But he's been so alone, and he's so tired of it, and he won't admit to it; knows he needs to be able to be used to it... Knowing that doesn't make it feel any less bad, though.
He wishes Yosuke and Mikey were here. He wishes Scott were here. And yet, that wish makes him feel his own weakness in a way that stings.]
Work, mostly. Not a lot else, [he admits with a small, mirthless huff of a laugh. Feels pretty meager, when he's used to having so much to keep himself busy.] You?
[It's funny, isn't it? She huffs a humorless laugh through her nose. Does Igor look for people like them to sign his contracts, or do they attract the power of the wildcard somehow just by being who they are? Akira had been just like her and Yu, so ready to lose himself in a full day. Minato seems a little different, a little more laid back, but Kotone's pretty sure that given the right push, he'd be busy, too.
Tucking her head in against his shoulder, she exhales a soft sigh and closes her eyes.]
I used to think that was normal. Even when bad stuff happened, you just had to keep going, 'cause that's what they'd want you to do. Right?
[Even after what happened to Shinji, what happened to Mitsuru's dad, to Chidori, to Ryoji, they'd still had to go to school. She'd still made time to see her friends, maybe with a more renewed sense of urgency with the fresh reminder of how fleeting it all is. Scott's the one who had really encouraged her to slow down and process her own feelings like this. Yu and Yosuke, too.]
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Instead of asking, Yu exhales against her, eyes squeezed shut. After a moment, he wraps his arms around her.]
... Thanks, [he says softly, in lieu of some smartass comment. He can't bring himself to think of one right now.]
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She wishes Scott were here to hug them both right now. Maybe Yu wishes for Yosuke or Mikey to do the same thing.]
What've you been up to? [she asks without pulling back, just turning her head to make it easier to speak.]
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He wishes Yosuke and Mikey were here. He wishes Scott were here. And yet, that wish makes him feel his own weakness in a way that stings.]
Work, mostly. Not a lot else, [he admits with a small, mirthless huff of a laugh. Feels pretty meager, when he's used to having so much to keep himself busy.] You?
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[It's funny, isn't it? She huffs a humorless laugh through her nose. Does Igor look for people like them to sign his contracts, or do they attract the power of the wildcard somehow just by being who they are? Akira had been just like her and Yu, so ready to lose himself in a full day. Minato seems a little different, a little more laid back, but Kotone's pretty sure that given the right push, he'd be busy, too.
Tucking her head in against his shoulder, she exhales a soft sigh and closes her eyes.]
I used to think that was normal. Even when bad stuff happened, you just had to keep going, 'cause that's what they'd want you to do. Right?
[Even after what happened to Shinji, what happened to Mitsuru's dad, to Chidori, to Ryoji, they'd still had to go to school. She'd still made time to see her friends, maybe with a more renewed sense of urgency with the fresh reminder of how fleeting it all is. Scott's the one who had really encouraged her to slow down and process her own feelings like this. Yu and Yosuke, too.]