[Kurt knows that, but that doesn't diminish the impact of death in his eyes. It's still horrible and something he wants to prevent at all costs.
Still, the rest of what she says gives him pause. He had been in panic mode this whole time, so he hadn't really dwelled on how weird all of this had felt. How unreal. Almost like...]
Yeah. Now that you mention it. Something's weird about all of this. Is this... some kind of simulation? Or a, a nightmare?
[He winces.]
Please, Ange, please tell me this is just a bad dream.
[Kurt really hopes this place isn't that random and cruel... In any case, so many things about this situation start to make sense when he considers this as a dream.
He still holds onto her, though. If this is a dream, he's going to stay with her until the end.]
I guess it does. I am kind of a dreamy guy! But I'm not sure what to make of it when the dream I'm in is one where you're exploding...
[He suggests that lightly, with the hint of a chuckle. Why couldn't she include him in a much cooler kind of dream? And maybe one where he has more muscle?]
[ Kurt is so lucky Ange doesn't just straight up die instantly at that joke. :(
At least she isn't offended by the exploding comment whatsoever. Ange knows it's not really what's happening, but she also knows that it's better if she doesn't clarify. It seems like she has worried Kurt enough already as-is. Apparently the guy is far too pure to be able to handle what's really happening to her.
So maybe it's better to just.. cut it short, right? To end this. Just so he won't have to stand there and worry about her anymore. She feels so tired, if she'd just close her eyes.. ]
You can come look for me when.. I wake up.
[ As soon as any of them wake up. Ugh, if they're having dreams with each other in it, it's probably another dumb thing this place is doing, isn't it..? ]
[He always knew he had a killer sense of humor, but not like this!
He's not really sure how to describe what seems to be happening to Ange right now, and he's not sure he wants to. So 'exploding' it is. It would almost sound funny if this situation didn't feel deadly serious.]
I- I know. I just... I don't want you to experience that to begin with.
[The impermanence of death sure is a thing here, but Kurt doesn't want to test it, nor does that make death feel that much less heavy to him. But in this circumstance, it seems there's not much choice. All they can do is cling to this hope that this is a dream and - wake up.]
But trust me. I'm going to check up on you first thing when I wake up, for sure! Just... hang in there, Ange! Don't think about the pain, or everything that's going on here. Focus on - on waking up. And what you want for breakfast!
[ Despite being the one who's worse off here, Ange sounds relatively confident in that. Maybe she's just been in this place too long. Regardless of whether this is a dream or not - she'll wake up just fine.
There's no escaping this place, after all. The girl accepted this a long time ago. So the last thing she wants is for Kurt to continue to freak out like this - something she can tell despite being so out of it, which is saying a lot about the amount of freaking happening here! - when she knows it's unnecessary. ]
I'll be just fine, so.. don't worry so much. I'll feel bad, you know.. [ For worrying him!! Even if it wasn't really her choice, considering the nature of this dream.. ]
[ Well, it'd be a lie if she said that she always goes out of her way to avoid pain like this. Ange knows it. That's what made her end up like this the first time back home, after all.
Maybe that's why she wisely doesn't say anything about it. Instead she feels herself grow weaker, the dream hazier. Almost like she's--
As Ange wakes up, the dream ends, throwing Kurt back out of it. ]
[He smiles softly, just before it all comes to an end. Next thing he knows, he's awake in bed. Of course, first thing he'll do is check up on Ange and make sure she's alive and not a pile of blood. After that, he can go about his day, the nightmare finally over...]
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Still, the rest of what she says gives him pause. He had been in panic mode this whole time, so he hadn't really dwelled on how weird all of this had felt. How unreal. Almost like...]
Yeah. Now that you mention it. Something's weird about all of this. Is this... some kind of simulation? Or a, a nightmare?
[He winces.]
Please, Ange, please tell me this is just a bad dream.
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Maybe.
[ After all, this place is often cruel and random, but not enough of either to just be killing her in the streets for no reason, right?
.. especially streets that are so.. quiet. Has she even seen anyone here other than Kurt? Was she even ever really going anywhere? ]
Does that mean I'm dreaming about you..?
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He still holds onto her, though. If this is a dream, he's going to stay with her until the end.]
I guess it does. I am kind of a dreamy guy! But I'm not sure what to make of it when the dream I'm in is one where you're exploding...
[He suggests that lightly, with the hint of a chuckle. Why couldn't she include him in a much cooler kind of dream? And maybe one where he has more muscle?]
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At least she isn't offended by the exploding comment whatsoever. Ange knows it's not really what's happening, but she also knows that it's better if she doesn't clarify. It seems like she has worried Kurt enough already as-is. Apparently the guy is far too pure to be able to handle what's really happening to her.
So maybe it's better to just.. cut it short, right? To end this. Just so he won't have to stand there and worry about her anymore. She feels so tired, if she'd just close her eyes.. ]
You can come look for me when.. I wake up.
[ As soon as any of them wake up. Ugh, if they're having dreams with each other in it, it's probably another dumb thing this place is doing, isn't it..? ]
No one stays dead in this place. We.. know that.
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He's not really sure how to describe what seems to be happening to Ange right now, and he's not sure he wants to. So 'exploding' it is. It would almost sound funny if this situation didn't feel deadly serious.]
I- I know. I just... I don't want you to experience that to begin with.
[The impermanence of death sure is a thing here, but Kurt doesn't want to test it, nor does that make death feel that much less heavy to him. But in this circumstance, it seems there's not much choice. All they can do is cling to this hope that this is a dream and - wake up.]
But trust me. I'm going to check up on you first thing when I wake up, for sure! Just... hang in there, Ange! Don't think about the pain, or everything that's going on here. Focus on - on waking up. And what you want for breakfast!
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[ Despite being the one who's worse off here, Ange sounds relatively confident in that. Maybe she's just been in this place too long. Regardless of whether this is a dream or not - she'll wake up just fine.
There's no escaping this place, after all. The girl accepted this a long time ago. So the last thing she wants is for Kurt to continue to freak out like this - something she can tell despite being so out of it, which is saying a lot about the amount of freaking happening here! - when she knows it's unnecessary. ]
I'll be just fine, so.. don't worry so much. I'll feel bad, you know.. [ For worrying him!! Even if it wasn't really her choice, considering the nature of this dream.. ]
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[She is already covered in her own blood and all. Kurt just keeps the hold on her, still not ready to let her go until this nightmare is over.]
But I'll try not to worry too much. I, I trust you after all. That you'll wake up safe and sound... a-and never let your pain get this bad for real...
we can wrap it here! <3 thank you for the thread!!
[ Well, it'd be a lie if she said that she always goes out of her way to avoid pain like this. Ange knows it. That's what made her end up like this the first time back home, after all.
Maybe that's why she wisely doesn't say anything about it. Instead she feels herself grow weaker, the dream hazier. Almost like she's--
As Ange wakes up, the dream ends, throwing Kurt back out of it. ]
Sounds good! Thank you for everything! <3
[He smiles softly, just before it all comes to an end. Next thing he knows, he's awake in bed. Of course, first thing he'll do is check up on Ange and make sure she's alive and not a pile of blood. After that, he can go about his day, the nightmare finally over...]