Hard? There's nothing complicated about wanting to change yourself.
[ Gilgamesh spoke the truth. However, Tsuna should know one important detail if he ever figured it out. Gilgamesh has not once changed his core as a person! He was ever so confident of himself! When he gets older, Gilgamesh mellows down and becomes a Wise King, but that's a tale for a different day. ]
You simply lack "resolve" and "perspective."
[ Hence, why Tsuna needs those Dying Will bullets ever so often, but it doesn't help with the main issues. ]
[ Gilgamesh huffed before pointing at Sawada Tsunayoshi. ]
Listen well, Mongrel. I will only say these words once! [ Congrats, you have obtained The King of Heroes' Prep Talk in a Dream! ] The opinion that matters the most is your own! You cannot change unless you change how you view yourself! What do you desire? What do you want to become? What kind of future do you wish to obtain by the end of it all?
[ He pulls his hand back. ]
Of course, doing so for your people/Family is essential, but they do not matter by the end of it all. Young boys like you should be more greedy and wild.
[Those are very big questions. Questions he doesn't quite have answers for just yet. Mostly he just wants to get through high school. But maybe there is some truth to these words. He does tend to dither about his own opinion and conviction is something he's struggled with in the past.
It usually takes someone backing him into a corner.]
I don't think those are words that anyone's used to describe me....except for when the dying will mode's happening.
[ And that in lies where Tsuna cannot see. Well, he is still young. There are plenty of people in this world that would love to see this young Boss reach high school and college and finally taking over the Family like he deserved. ]
Do you consider the you in Dying Will Mode to be different? Is that still not a part of you?
[ Does Tsuna think that his Dying Will is a different personality or something? ]
Then why not just act like that when you're not fighting? It can't be that difficult. It's simply another facet of your personality.
[ Not like Gilgamesh knows. He still thinks it's a psychological thing, which it probably still is. Oh, Ten Years Later Tsuna, where are you? ]
What a problematic boy you are. [ Sighs. ] Very well, since I have free time, [ In this dream. ] I shall accompany you in your awkward little roleplay!
Are you stating that it's going to be an issue, mongrel?
[ Well, it doesn't matter. Gilgamesh already has Tsuna on his list of "mongrels that will keep him entertained." Congrats Tsuna, you got the big bully, the King of Heroes, liking you.
He began to move ahead of Tsuna. His destination is the park. ]
[It's a passive special ability, but one that activates frequently.]
Hie?
Well, no, but...
[He falters for an answer, but one doesn't come. So he follows. He'd rather go to the park like this, in his boxers, than school. Though that's probably not much better in the long run.]
[It's always a bit of a shock, being put on the spot like this. Especially with the nebulous definition of a "cool" side. So he panics a bit, only tangentially realizing he's more or less in a t-shirt and pants now. That's nice at least.]
I, uh...hang on.
[There's a little bit more flailing as he gets himself under control. Dying Will on demand is always a little harder. He's used to get a shot from Reborn, or it activating automatically as he leaps into battle. He takes a few deep breaths to steady himself.
There's a whoosh, and then a bright orange flame erupts from Tsuna's forehead, much like before, though he seems a bit more in control now, and his eyes glow with the same warm orange as the flame.]
[ What an impressive change in Tsuna's aura and the air around him. Now he understands what the boy meant and how the King intrigued him. He would indeed make a good leader. ]
Now then. Shall we begin?
[ Gilgamesh crossed his legs and arms as he looked down at Tsuna. The words out his mouth would scare most people. ]
[Despite his focus, Tsuna wavers for a moment. He's faced down some pretty intimidating opponents. Xanus, Byakuran, Daemon Spade, his Father even. All battles that he was eventually able to overcome, more or less. Somehow, this seems like a far larger stumbling block than ever.
One thing is certain. If he was here, Reborn would love this.]
Hie...
[A panicked expression in Hyper Dying Will Mode does look a little odd, but thanks to that Mode he is able to get his emotions reigned. He closes his eyes for a moment, picturing Kyoko. He misses her, a lot.
[ Oops, Gilgamesh's own feelings came out as he cleared his throat. Let's try this again. ]
How are you so meek!? You have enough composure to pull yourself together in battle, but when it comes to courting, you are like a flailing duck in water!
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[ Gilgamesh spoke the truth. However, Tsuna should know one important detail if he ever figured it out. Gilgamesh has not once changed his core as a person! He was ever so confident of himself! When he gets older, Gilgamesh mellows down and becomes a Wise King, but that's a tale for a different day. ]
You simply lack "resolve" and "perspective."
[ Hence, why Tsuna needs those Dying Will bullets ever so often, but it doesn't help with the main issues. ]
Who are you trying to change for?
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But dang if that isn't a question. Who is he trying to change for?]
I...I don't really know. Me. I guess.
My friends see me as a leader. And I should probably try to live up to that.
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Bah, in the end, you still rely on others!
[ Gilgamesh huffed before pointing at Sawada Tsunayoshi. ]
Listen well, Mongrel. I will only say these words once! [ Congrats, you have obtained The King of Heroes' Prep Talk in a Dream! ] The opinion that matters the most is your own! You cannot change unless you change how you view yourself! What do you desire? What do you want to become? What kind of future do you wish to obtain by the end of it all?
[ He pulls his hand back. ]
Of course, doing so for your people/Family is essential, but they do not matter by the end of it all. Young boys like you should be more greedy and wild.
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[Those are very big questions. Questions he doesn't quite have answers for just yet. Mostly he just wants to get through high school. But maybe there is some truth to these words. He does tend to dither about his own opinion and conviction is something he's struggled with in the past.
It usually takes someone backing him into a corner.]
I don't think those are words that anyone's used to describe me....except for when the dying will mode's happening.
But I guess I can try...
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Do you consider the you in Dying Will Mode to be different? Is that still not a part of you?
[ Does Tsuna think that his Dying Will is a different personality or something? ]
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[There's a surprising amount of pain.]
I just. Don't have a lot of control. There's the Hyper Dying Will, where I do. But that's mostly for fighting.
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[ Not like Gilgamesh knows. He still thinks it's a psychological thing, which it probably still is. Oh, Ten Years Later Tsuna, where are you? ]
What a problematic boy you are. [ Sighs. ] Very well, since I have free time, [ In this dream. ] I shall accompany you in your awkward little roleplay!
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It's harder than it looks. I can't just...do that.
[He's equal parts cool and a laughingstock, it seems. He'd rather just fade into the background.]
And trying to be cool hasn't got me far either.
[hang on]
Hie? But...you're going to come with me?
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[ Well, it doesn't matter. Gilgamesh already has Tsuna on his list of "mongrels that will keep him entertained." Congrats Tsuna, you got the big bully, the King of Heroes, liking you.
He began to move ahead of Tsuna. His destination is the park. ]
Come along now. This dream won't last all day.
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Hie?
Well, no, but...
[He falters for an answer, but one doesn't come. So he follows. He'd rather go to the park like this, in his boxers, than school. Though that's probably not much better in the long run.]
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The King of Heroes, standing on top of the jungle gym and pointing at Tsuna. ]
Now then, mongre! Show me your "cool" side!
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[It's always a bit of a shock, being put on the spot like this. Especially with the nebulous definition of a "cool" side. So he panics a bit, only tangentially realizing he's more or less in a t-shirt and pants now. That's nice at least.]
I, uh...hang on.
[There's a little bit more flailing as he gets himself under control. Dying Will on demand is always a little harder. He's used to get a shot from Reborn, or it activating automatically as he leaps into battle. He takes a few deep breaths to steady himself.
There's a whoosh, and then a bright orange flame erupts from Tsuna's forehead, much like before, though he seems a bit more in control now, and his eyes glow with the same warm orange as the flame.]
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[ What an impressive change in Tsuna's aura and the air around him. Now he understands what the boy meant and how the King intrigued him. He would indeed make a good leader. ]
Now then. Shall we begin?
[ Gilgamesh crossed his legs and arms as he looked down at Tsuna. The words out his mouth would scare most people. ]
Pretend I am your crush and confess to me!
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One thing is certain. If he was here, Reborn would love this.]
Hie...
[A panicked expression in Hyper Dying Will Mode does look a little odd, but thanks to that Mode he is able to get his emotions reigned. He closes his eyes for a moment, picturing Kyoko. He misses her, a lot.
He takes a breath.]
I, uh, that is..I....wouldyougooutwithme?
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[ Oops, Gilgamesh's own feelings came out as he cleared his throat. Let's try this again. ]
How are you so meek!? You have enough composure to pull yourself together in battle, but when it comes to courting, you are like a flailing duck in water!
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I know what to do in a fight! Talking to a girl...if I get it wrong, she'll probably hate me. Or never want to talk to me again.
[Which is not true, but also, anxiety.]
I feel like I can never get it right.