[Chaos and its pawns never had trouble taking hold of the ethereal, although the dream appears to be helping Octavian to some extent by allowing him to slip free. A sharp white grin appears as it mockingly answers:]
I won't let the fear of failure paralyze me.
[Perhaps the ghost won't easily stay within that grasp, but he'll nevertheless feel an unpleasant sensation of being eaten away where touched—like acid applied directly to the spiritual equivalent of his skin. It won't leave a lasting mark, but it can certainly hurt.]
[Ah, and he can crawl away hastily enough, but the feeling— the feeling, that is a bit much. Octavian has been without so many feelings for so long, and he enjoys a sort of immunity to the worst ones while in his spectral state, so to feel pain here and now is more terrifying than he'd like to admit.
Still, he crawls a little faster now, and actually manages to raise his voice above its usual low and even cadence:]
Imbecile! Use your own eyes and not the madness of this creature!
[Slippery, this one. Onyx momentarily pauses the endeavor of attempting to crush the spirit; it's no matter, ultimately. It would simply be satisfying.]
Oh? [it laughs.] What is it you want so badly for me to see?
[He's going, he's skittering, behind a more solid piece of this collapsing place that's big enough to conceal him. As much as he can actually hide, considering the thing he's up against. It's the spirit of the thing (hah).
He still has to raise his voice, which is terrible. It's scratchy; he hasn't actually yelled in many years.]
The truth! You are asleep in your bed and your childish fantasies are only that! Useless!
[There's a pause, momentary, where the rasping and snapping of Chaos's energy is the only thing that reaches Octavian's ears.
Then: a single laugh in a dozen different tones.]
If it's useless... then why are you so afraid?
[Onyx reaches in the direction of that "hiding" spot, such as it is, palm up like an offer. He doesn't bother to hide the fact that he's mocking the ghost.]
Why don't you let me test how useless it is, and we can both be enlightened? You can think of it as one of your projects.
[If only he were the type of man who'd take this opportunity to say "why don't you go fuck yourself," that would be very biting, alas he is not legally allowed to swear--
He slouches down in his little spot with a huff.]
Are you jealous? You rely on that monstrosity to achieve your little goals. Like a sniveling child. Too enamored with the false importance of kicking down your own sandcastles.
[He reaches for a... piece? Of this place? The metaphysical nature is getting weird, but it's something he can throw, and so he chucks it around the hiding spot. He isn't much of a shot, but it's the principle of the thing.]
[The piece shatters with a single touch from Onyx, and from there more cracks web through the memory; it's getting even more unstable than it already was, perceptible pieces breaking away, making even the echoing voices blank out in spots before all of them reach the ghost. This memory never was truly solid; more of a strong impression than anything he could feel with his physical senses.]
▇ou think you ca▇▇▇▇tsmart your o▇▇ feeli▇▇▇? ▇ow quai▇▇.
[Despite the missing sound, it remains clear enough that he's not bothering to acknowledge Octavian's words as they are; there's nothing to be said that can reach him now.]
Enj▇▇▇▇▇▇tending you▇▇▇ invulne▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ile you can. It wi▇▇▇▇ll br▇▇k ▇▇wn in ti▇▇.
[Apparently he's decided he's spent enough time with the phantom; a snap of clawlike fingers breaks the rest of it, leaving nothing remaining of the dream.]
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I won't let the fear of failure paralyze me.
[Perhaps the ghost won't easily stay within that grasp, but he'll nevertheless feel an unpleasant sensation of being eaten away where touched—like acid applied directly to the spiritual equivalent of his skin. It won't leave a lasting mark, but it can certainly hurt.]
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Still, he crawls a little faster now, and actually manages to raise his voice above its usual low and even cadence:]
Imbecile! Use your own eyes and not the madness of this creature!
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Oh? [it laughs.] What is it you want so badly for me to see?
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He still has to raise his voice, which is terrible. It's scratchy; he hasn't actually yelled in many years.]
The truth! You are asleep in your bed and your childish fantasies are only that! Useless!
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Then: a single laugh in a dozen different tones.]
If it's useless... then why are you so afraid?
[Onyx reaches in the direction of that "hiding" spot, such as it is, palm up like an offer. He doesn't bother to hide the fact that he's mocking the ghost.]
Why don't you let me test how useless it is, and we can both be enlightened? You can think of it as one of your projects.
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He slouches down in his little spot with a huff.]
Are you jealous? You rely on that monstrosity to achieve your little goals. Like a sniveling child. Too enamored with the false importance of kicking down your own sandcastles.
[He reaches for a... piece? Of this place? The metaphysical nature is getting weird, but it's something he can throw, and so he chucks it around the hiding spot. He isn't much of a shot, but it's the principle of the thing.]
Enlightened. You are weak. Wake up.
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▇ou think you ca▇▇▇▇tsmart your o▇▇ feeli▇▇▇? ▇ow quai▇▇.
[Despite the missing sound, it remains clear enough that he's not bothering to acknowledge Octavian's words as they are; there's nothing to be said that can reach him now.]
Enj▇▇▇▇▇▇tending you▇▇▇ invulne▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ile you can. It wi▇▇▇▇ll br▇▇k ▇▇wn in ti▇▇.
[Apparently he's decided he's spent enough time with the phantom; a snap of clawlike fingers breaks the rest of it, leaving nothing remaining of the dream.]