First she couldn't tell what was giving her a weird feeling, even though she had already spotted Silco sitting there and watching people. There shouldn't be anything that weird about the man's presence, but it's only now he's approaching and speaking up that the girl is slowly realizing what gave her the strange feeling in the first place. It's the scar - it's wrong. It's on the other side, isn't it? She's spoken to Silco face to face enough to feel like it's supposed to be on the other side. And scarring doesn't just move like that.
It leaves her staring at the other after he speaks, her eyes still squinting, before she speaks up with something that's not an answer to his question at all.
[The reaction was not particularly interesting, and he was smart enough to understand that someone might actually be able to mistake him as a shadow of the other. That didn't matter because the question of crimes and punishment would remain the same, so the conversation remained relevant to him anyway.
He waved a hand in the air as if to dismiss the question as unimportant, and he made no effort to hide his differences. Scars were scars no matter which side of the body that they appeared on. Some just happened to be more perceptive than others.]
You know who I am, or rather, you know who I look like. We're one and the same.
[He crossed his arms over his chest and watched her.]
Of course, unless you aren't interested in casual conversation about the crimes and punishment of this place?
Let's say I'm more curious as to your intentions. [ The girl immediately replies.
She's still pretty confused about what's going on here, but she tries to raise her guard - just in case. Things spawned by this place often tend to not be all that great, if not outright dangerous. And if this Silco is anything like the one she knows, then she knows to not underestimate him in case this does go bad. ]
Why do you even want people to talk to you about that?
[It wasn't a threat, of course. For him, it was little more than an observation that he would take advantage of if provided the opportunity to. She might just be one of the few with enough curiosity to unearth his intentions and purpose, and for that, he was intrigued by her potential. It wouldn't matter of course; Ange wasn't his target exactly, but she knew his mirror enough to understand what he might have to say on a deeper level than most.]
The crime and punishment system is broken, too lax, to arbitrary. Do you honestly believe that what we all have done in the past is captured in a single crime?
[ It's not even really her talking about Silco's crimes. She doesn't really know what he might have done or not have done where he comes from, and she hasn't bothered to ask either. But even if she's taking herself as an example.. Well, Ange knows that the crime she's been 'charged' with here certainly is not the only bad thing she has ever done in her life. ]
But do you believe it actually means anything here in the first place? That whoever put us here actually wants to punish us? [ She's interested in this different Silco's opinion, specifically. Maybe it'll tell her more about who he is. Is he some sort of Silco created by this place, one that actually believes in the bullshit they're fed? Like some propaganda version of him? ]
It doesn't matter if they want to punish us. We are here on the guise of justice and punishment, so if this place is unwilling to provide, shouldn't it be up to us to hold one another to account?
[His existence was to laid bare the crimes - and oh they were numerous - of his true self yes, but he didn't doubt that none of it would be denied. The long list was something to take pride in after all, something worth celebrating as it was a show of his ongoing and continued resistance to Piltover.
No, no, it was to let everyone else understand how much and how well he could hide. To be held accountable by ones peers rather than by their overlords. He deserved to be alone.]
Do you believe that crimes deserve punishment while we stay here?
It looks genuine enough - kind of seeming like Ange doesn't have particularly strong feelings about the fact either way. As long as people don't annoy her and don't hurt her friends - or make things worse for them as a collective - then she doesn't really care what they're doing to each other outside of her view.
She doesn't elaborate on that answer outside of said shrug. Instead she just asks: ]
Have you been that many crimes being committed in this place?
[Typical of Ange from what he knew of her. She did always hold many of her cards close to her chest, and that was expected. There was no fighting it, no impassioned speeches to convince her. It needed to be reasonable, logical and believable.
It was his turn to shrug.]
I'm aware of more than a few. This place is not particularly policing us. As long as one isn't brazen about it or even if they don't commit one here, the punishment system seems... arbitrary at best.
That's what I mean. This place doesn't care. So unless a crime is committed specifically against you personally, why should you care?
[ This is the easier way to live, Silco. Ange is pretty sure that if you care about every single bad thing happening out there in the world, you practically end up having no life.
There's just too much injustice. And it's not like a single person can combat it by themselves. So why bother? ]
No one has tried to do anything worse to me so far than dragging me to dumb parties. [ Granted, someone totally made an attempt on her life.
But apparently that's somehow less bad to Ange than.. being forced to socialize.. ]
I've never taken you to be the kind of guy who particularly cares about injustice. Sure, you'd probably be pissed if someone committed a crime against you, but has anyone done that in this place? [ Even if this obviously is not the real Silco, he does seem to share some stuff with the actual man.
Perhaps that is what's wrong with this place? No one cares. Even actual crimes warrant such apathy that it is a waste of time. Everyone here is busy living a pathetically routine life.
[And no, Silco didn't care. He wouldn't care. However, his purpose was to expose the crimes that were going on right under everyone's noses while there was a relatively pleasant face. And if people didn't care, well, the apathy was going to be their ruination.]
And what do you actually know about me, hmm? Don't think I'm capable of a ruse? [He inclined his head and offered a soft t'sk at Ange. This was why they were here; his alternate self had managed to pull most into being hoodwinked.] Oh, I don't let slights against me pass without returning the favour, but it's picking the time and the place.
Do you think there's something about you I should know?
[ Ange doesn't think Silco would be very open with secrets. This double, though-- There's something strange about him, the way he's saying all those things. She wonders what exactly it's getting at. It feels like there's more he wants to do than just talk about crime and punishment in purely abstract or philosophic terms.
So she might as well see what he has to say when she asks something like this. ]
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First she couldn't tell what was giving her a weird feeling, even though she had already spotted Silco sitting there and watching people. There shouldn't be anything that weird about the man's presence, but it's only now he's approaching and speaking up that the girl is slowly realizing what gave her the strange feeling in the first place. It's the scar - it's wrong. It's on the other side, isn't it? She's spoken to Silco face to face enough to feel like it's supposed to be on the other side. And scarring doesn't just move like that.
It leaves her staring at the other after he speaks, her eyes still squinting, before she speaks up with something that's not an answer to his question at all.
Instead it's another question. ]
Who are you?
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He waved a hand in the air as if to dismiss the question as unimportant, and he made no effort to hide his differences. Scars were scars no matter which side of the body that they appeared on. Some just happened to be more perceptive than others.]
You know who I am, or rather, you know who I look like. We're one and the same.
[He crossed his arms over his chest and watched her.]
Of course, unless you aren't interested in casual conversation about the crimes and punishment of this place?
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She's still pretty confused about what's going on here, but she tries to raise her guard - just in case. Things spawned by this place often tend to not be all that great, if not outright dangerous. And if this Silco is anything like the one she knows, then she knows to not underestimate him in case this does go bad. ]
Why do you even want people to talk to you about that?
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[It wasn't a threat, of course. For him, it was little more than an observation that he would take advantage of if provided the opportunity to. She might just be one of the few with enough curiosity to unearth his intentions and purpose, and for that, he was intrigued by her potential. It wouldn't matter of course; Ange wasn't his target exactly, but she knew his mirror enough to understand what he might have to say on a deeper level than most.]
The crime and punishment system is broken, too lax, to arbitrary. Do you honestly believe that what we all have done in the past is captured in a single crime?
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Of course not. That'd be way too simple.
[ It's not even really her talking about Silco's crimes. She doesn't really know what he might have done or not have done where he comes from, and she hasn't bothered to ask either. But even if she's taking herself as an example.. Well, Ange knows that the crime she's been 'charged' with here certainly is not the only bad thing she has ever done in her life. ]
But do you believe it actually means anything here in the first place? That whoever put us here actually wants to punish us? [ She's interested in this different Silco's opinion, specifically. Maybe it'll tell her more about who he is. Is he some sort of Silco created by this place, one that actually believes in the bullshit they're fed? Like some propaganda version of him? ]
the holidays ate me! sorry for the delay!
[His existence was to laid bare the crimes - and oh they were numerous - of his true self yes, but he didn't doubt that none of it would be denied. The long list was something to take pride in after all, something worth celebrating as it was a show of his ongoing and continued resistance to Piltover.
No, no, it was to let everyone else understand how much and how well he could hide. To be held accountable by ones peers rather than by their overlords. He deserved to be alone.]
Do you believe that crimes deserve punishment while we stay here?
it's okay, it happens! i don't mind at all! c:
It looks genuine enough - kind of seeming like Ange doesn't have particularly strong feelings about the fact either way. As long as people don't annoy her and don't hurt her friends - or make things worse for them as a collective - then she doesn't really care what they're doing to each other outside of her view.
She doesn't elaborate on that answer outside of said shrug. Instead she just asks: ]
Have you been that many crimes being committed in this place?
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It was his turn to shrug.]
I'm aware of more than a few. This place is not particularly policing us. As long as one isn't brazen about it or even if they don't commit one here, the punishment system seems... arbitrary at best.
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[ This is the easier way to live, Silco. Ange is pretty sure that if you care about every single bad thing happening out there in the world, you practically end up having no life.
There's just too much injustice. And it's not like a single person can combat it by themselves. So why bother? ]
No one has tried to do anything worse to me so far than dragging me to dumb parties. [ Granted, someone totally made an attempt on her life.
But apparently that's somehow less bad to Ange than.. being forced to socialize.. ]
I've never taken you to be the kind of guy who particularly cares about injustice. Sure, you'd probably be pissed if someone committed a crime against you, but has anyone done that in this place? [ Even if this obviously is not the real Silco, he does seem to share some stuff with the actual man.
So maybe his memories too, Ange figures. ]
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[And no, Silco didn't care. He wouldn't care. However, his purpose was to expose the crimes that were going on right under everyone's noses while there was a relatively pleasant face. And if people didn't care, well, the apathy was going to be their ruination.]
And what do you actually know about me, hmm? Don't think I'm capable of a ruse? [He inclined his head and offered a soft t'sk at Ange. This was why they were here; his alternate self had managed to pull most into being hoodwinked.] Oh, I don't let slights against me pass without returning the favour, but it's picking the time and the place.
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Hm. ]
Do you think there's something about you I should know?
[ Ange doesn't think Silco would be very open with secrets. This double, though-- There's something strange about him, the way he's saying all those things. She wonders what exactly it's getting at. It feels like there's more he wants to do than just talk about crime and punishment in purely abstract or philosophic terms.
So she might as well see what he has to say when she asks something like this. ]