--no, don't apologise. I asked, and honesty is really hard to come by.
[ good lord he's put his foot in it now. he runs a hand through the side of his hair, a fidget as he searches for words. ]
It could be something unique to your world. [ he reasons again, not sure if saying that aloud will actually help make this less awkward. ] And-- it's a good thing, to experience love, so...
Koharu's brow furrows in thought, but rather than pursue that particular line of thinking, her mind also goes elsewhere; she's watched all his little gestures and the reluctant way he's responded, so she can't help but wonder: ]
Have you?
[ She thinks she might know the answer, but it's best not to assume. ]
[ to his credit, riku's ears only feel warm for a moment. there's an immediate thought, of course, of light that coalesced into a shining weapon of shared hearts, of music that only formed its melody when overlaid with another's. of a hand he reached out and pulled back. a very, very important person.
the question makes him feel small. his eyes look even more exhausted than they did a moment earlier. ]
No. [ the untruth of it is bitter, but enough of him still believed it that there's no waver in the answer. ] But I've seen enough, with others.
[ They've only just met, and the circumstances aren't great; while Koharu is typically good at reading people, that usually comes with the time to be able to do it, and therefore has little reason to believe he's lying. Love is complicated, and it's clearly not so simple for him.
Koharu doesn't press—that isn't a boundary to push right now—and instead offers: ]
But that's okay. Maybe one day your cupid will come along, too, so I wouldn't worry.
[ he feels a little ill, actually. maybe he's more tired from fighting than he thought. definitely couldn't be from anything else.
the way koharu follows up with such matter-of-factness actually helps. as if it's a known way of things, rather than brand-new information. he lets out a long, shallow breath, and shoves the bizarre staticky feeling in his chest back down again. ]
Can you tell me more about how you work? You mentioned people needing their... likes and preferences.
[ Once again, she watches him briefly, but does nod. ]
Of course. Well—you know how most people usually have a type they're into? Whether it's looks or personality, everyone has a preference. No one's going to enjoy being with someone they don't actually like, right?
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[ good lord he's put his foot in it now. he runs a hand through the side of his hair, a fidget as he searches for words. ]
It could be something unique to your world. [ he reasons again, not sure if saying that aloud will actually help make this less awkward. ] And-- it's a good thing, to experience love, so...
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Koharu's brow furrows in thought, but rather than pursue that particular line of thinking, her mind also goes elsewhere; she's watched all his little gestures and the reluctant way he's responded, so she can't help but wonder: ]
Have you?
[ She thinks she might know the answer, but it's best not to assume. ]
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the question makes him feel small. his eyes look even more exhausted than they did a moment earlier. ]
No. [ the untruth of it is bitter, but enough of him still believed it that there's no waver in the answer. ] But I've seen enough, with others.
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[ They've only just met, and the circumstances aren't great; while Koharu is typically good at reading people, that usually comes with the time to be able to do it, and therefore has little reason to believe he's lying. Love is complicated, and it's clearly not so simple for him.
Koharu doesn't press—that isn't a boundary to push right now—and instead offers: ]
But that's okay. Maybe one day your cupid will come along, too, so I wouldn't worry.
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the way koharu follows up with such matter-of-factness actually helps. as if it's a known way of things, rather than brand-new information. he lets out a long, shallow breath, and shoves the bizarre staticky feeling in his chest back down again. ]
Can you tell me more about how you work? You mentioned people needing their... likes and preferences.
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Of course. Well—you know how most people usually have a type they're into? Whether it's looks or personality, everyone has a preference. No one's going to enjoy being with someone they don't actually like, right?
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[ She says, with a shake of her head. ]
So we do have to spend some time observing them... So it can be a little tricky sometimes, but it's about making your best judgement call in the end.