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James "Jim" T. Kirk ([personal profile] finalfrontiersman) wrote in [community profile] expiationlogs2024-08-01 03:31 pm

[ Trek Crew Catch-All ] And you may ask yourself

Who: Jim Kirk, Spock, Tendi, Bones & friends.
Where: The Trek house!
What: Catch-all for the month's nonsense.
Content Warnings: Profanity. Potential for discussions of survivor's guilt and Gnosia-related trauma. Old man yaoi.




See below for closed starters! This post will serve as a catch-all for the Trek cast~

Contact for plotting:
  • James "Jim" Tiberius Kirk | [plurk.com profile] trickster88, PM, Discord by Request/Game Discord
  • S'chn T'gai Spock | [plurk.com profile] askefise, Game Discord
  • D'Vana Tendi | [plurk.com profile] posolutely, Game Discord
  • Leonard "Bones" McCoy | PM, Game Discord, Discord: chatnoir
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    rotating this in my head like terran fowl in a convection oven

    [personal profile] ashaya 2024-08-08 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Here's the thing: Spock understands how to be discreet.

    As much as he has been peripherally aware of Jim's project, he had honored Jim's need for such an unveiling. It had meant not asking Jim about what he had brought back with him at times or treading into the yard when Jim was working, but Spock had adhered to his wishes. Illogical as it may have been, he knew that for Humans the act of gifting and the concept of "surprises" satisfied a particular emotional "itch," as they might have called it. The natural chemicals produced, the pleasure of being able to "hide" something of benefit from the other until such a time that they were finished — Jim had explained it was an act of affection, a recognition. A sort of kindness.

    And so, Spock did not seek out the answers until given permission. He recalls his mother had attempted such "surprises" when he was young, but he had not yet learned why it is was she took joy in it. Now that he was older, he told himself he must now ignore the clues, overlook the signals. He had cordoned off the bond where it was any such knowledge touched, allowed Jim to run his hand along it, but.

    I will be there shortly.

    And so he is, taking with him a nicely brewed cup of coffee out into the side yard. What he sees is not entirely what he expected, but he pauses at the lip of the back porch. Pauses, the dark of his eyes touching upon each minute detail that makes up the environs Jim's painstakingly constructed. He had known about the cats, Jim, but it was — there's a tentative little wave of something that rings of disbelief, wine glasses traced about with the pad of a thumb. As it goes, affection laps from beneath. Affection and curiosity, a sort of prevailing admiration for the workmanship that Jim's exercised. A surging sort of —

    Very carefully, he steps down off the porch. His eyes stay fixed upon the structure that Jim's built, voice very soft when it is he reaches Jim's side. ]


    Jim, [ he says, his name containing any manner of meaning as he settles his gaze upon him. It is not a question, but a statement. A recognition. ]
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    [personal profile] ashaya 2024-08-11 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ It is not to say he understands yet or full, but his mother had too been so adamant about granting items to him upon Human celebratory occasions. He did not see the purpose in surprises and often found that most couched the concept in cruelty, but Jim and his mother both - perhaps he might see more the appeal now, to how it is Jim's emotions sizzle across the bond as though the tail of Roman Candles. Spock holds the sensation of it within his palms as much as he holds the taste of it within his mouth, citrus sweet and sticky. If Spock makes it a known that he basks alongside the source of Jim's delight with a residual rumble of his own? Well, perhaps it is best expressed with the way his gaze seems altogether uncertain still of where to land.

    There is much to take in, much left to study — but, Jim's expression is what draws him back in. Spock looses a ripple of some banked affection, the corners of his dark eyes crinkling in ways that seem only notable to Jim. ]


    A fine piece of craftsmanship, [ he says, in response to the rhetorical question. He knows it to be one, but still it must be said. The effort that Jim placed in is remarkable, though it does not surprise him that he is too talented in this domain. Jim had always been one to take to construction without issue, hand deft and experienced in ways that extended beyond machines and circuitry. Spock feels the touch of his hand, feels the responding thank you for his coffee, and Spock dips his chin in recognition.

    But, there is a pause that rises. Slight, as if the curiosity and disbelief has not yet passed. He pieces over his words, looks for the phrases he wishes to say, but perhaps it is simpler after all than he gives it credit to locate it, inadequate as it seems. His eyes flit back once to the structure, the words low and pitched for Jim's ear. ]
    Thank you, Jim.

    [ It is another beat, but then Spock is extending the first two fingers of his right hand, his left settling at the small of his own back. ] Would you care to accompany me?

    [ Surely, Jim should enjoy his spoils too. ]
    Edited 2024-08-11 19:48 (UTC)
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    [personal profile] ashaya 2024-08-16 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ A relief, to be sure. For all that Spock had accepted that Jim Kirk was set apart from the many, he had still found it illogically difficult to grasp that such a bond should be wanted by any. Any, he'd once thought, with him. Neither Human enough for Humans nor Vulcan enough for Vulcans, it had been more than likely his father's own standing that gave him the basic betrothal bond to begin. When it was severed, Spock had no such illusions that another of its kind was upon the metaphorical horizon.

    Strangely, he'd found himself most unwilling to ever think upon it. That is, of course, until - ]


    Vulcans do not flatter, [ he says, syllables rounded in the mouth and warm off the fingertips. He'd known from the beginning that such an adjustment to an increase in sensory stimulation would be strange, but not unpleasant. Despite his attempts to inform Jim of what he might expect, there was perhaps no manner with which to describe the reality of first contact. Perhaps there was no means with which to describe it for either of them, if Spock himself had found himself reeling too.

    But, several days in and practice abounds, it was easier to manage now. Easier, but no less distracting. For all that Spock may have suspected that he would grow more accustomed, it thus had proven more the opposite. More the opposite, in that what he might expect would be the subtle pause that Jim could register, the steadying of the heart that thrummed along in his chest. No matter how quickly it fluttered and flurried, it would pair itself to Jim's in the downbeats. It would complement his, no matter their species - their inevitable difference.

    Still, he follows Jim's insistence with the slight dip of his chin. An agreement, as much as it is an acknowledgement. ]


    Captain, [ he hums, stepping in through the opened door and taking in the space Jim's built for the cats, for him. For them both, as Spock notes the flora contained within - all selected with consideration to what was preferable, nontoxic. Spock follows Jim's indications, gesticulations. He'd known that Spock had fed them, yes, but to have such knowledge confirmed alongside the presence of the notebook he'd believed to have gone missing upon another glance - Spock chastises himself, quelling the errant twist of something resembling both the vulnerable tendril of pleasure and the complicated inlay of shame.

    One cat up upon the in-built ramps winds down closer to Spock's idle hand. Accretion is known for her innate sense of curiosity, her ability to adjust to novel environments. That she murrs softly within the dark of her throat is more a courtesy than a question. Spock, even so, obligingly lifts his hand to allow her to rub her forehead against his palm. If Jim concentrates, he may get the remote sensation of something shapeless and warm - languid, as Spock strokes along the sleek of her back. An emotion, simple and unburdened by the understanding of men. Happiness. ]


    I believe your assessment to be accurate, [ Spock says, eyes sliding back to Jim. There is something gentled at the corners of his lips, softened at the line of his shoulders. He lifts his palm, fingers curling just so in invitation to greet her too. ]
    Edited 2024-08-16 20:08 (UTC)