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( mixed. ) pasa mi corazón del frío al fuego
Who: Spock, Jim, Gwen, Peter, and various.
Where: Various locations (see prompts for details).
What: Gnosia-related shenanigans.
Warnings: Uh. Probably more than a few? Most likely: references to genocide, references to starvation/famine, references/overt descriptions of being targeted by racially motivated crimes, general violence, and gore. Maybe some vaguely racy commentary here and there (linked).
Where: Various locations (see prompts for details).
What: Gnosia-related shenanigans.
Warnings: Uh. Probably more than a few? Most likely: references to genocide, references to starvation/famine, references/overt descriptions of being targeted by racially motivated crimes, general violence, and gore. Maybe some vaguely racy commentary here and there (linked).
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You? Help me? [ The laugh that rips its way out of his throat sounds painful, and his movements jerk - someone's not doing too great. Maybe there's an advantage here, solely in the fact that Jim is run-down and tired; as ruthless as his strategy to take her down has been, the human body does have limits, and it's clear he's been busy with Spock; maybe he's reaching that limit. ] Why would I ever want your help, you whiny, do-gooder little -
[ Whatever he's about to snarl at her is lost to the flurry of activity as Gwen manages to sweep his legs out from under him, landing him hard on his back on the metal grate of the catwalk. Jim hisses, cringing in pain - all those jokes about him being an old man aren't necessarily that far off, when his muscle spasms come into play. They're worse when he's tired and off his meds, and maybe there's a second stroke of luck here - he should have gotten his injection two days ago.
But he's not going down without a fight, dirty or not. Jim scrambles backwards, freeing a small knife from his boot, swiping it through the air in front of him to stop Gwen from fully pressing her advantage, buying himself a little breathing room. Propped up on his elbows isn't the best, but he doubts she's going to let him get his feet under him again.
Time for plan B.
Jim tilts his head at her, holding the knife in front of him as a warning. He flips it in his hand, reaching up slowly to push the goggles to the top of his head - finally revealing his eyes. They're manic, wild - a desperate kind of craze behind them, bags sunken beneath them. He's so incredibly sick, it's almost painful to look at. Jim raises the knife to his own throat, tutting again, should Gwen try to take a step closer. ] Maybe I should just end it all here. I promised you a ghost, didn't I?
Let me guess: you came after me, and sent Peter to Spock. [ Jim laughs again, a bead of blood trailing down the edge of the knife, where it digs into his flesh. ] That's too good. I keep forgetting you're kids! Bet you ten credits poor Petey's drooling on himself by now. Spock will crack his mind in half without breaking a sweat and you, missy -
You get to watch me choke on my own blood. Try explaining that to the angry Vulcan. [ Jim winks at her, jerking the knife as if to actually go through with it - but his other hand punches a button on the control box he landed next to, and the lights Gwen webbed go completely dark, dousing the room in shadow. He rolls himself off the edge of the catwalk, relinquishing the knife so he can catch himself on the support - swinging underneath it, and dropping onto the top of one of the cages with a clang.
Seems someone's making a break for it. ]
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Once he's down, Jim was right to swipe the knife out-- because she was doing just that, moving towards him. But she freezes, holding her hands out in front of her as he points the knife at himself.]
Whoa, hey, let's not get any ideas here-- [Dammit, she really wished she had her webbing right now! It would be so easy to get that knife out of his grasp, but all she can do is stand helplessly back, hoping he'll move it so she can move in. But he doesn't, and for a second, she really thinks the worst is happening.]
No! [The lights are out, there's the sounds of movement, and she rushes forward, finding the spot where she last saw him empty. She grabs the railing, focusing on the sounds she can hear through the darkness, and she pinpoints the direction he's going.
She might not have her webbing, but she has speed on her side. She's hurt, but she's not nearly in as bad of shape as Jim is now. Even without being able to see perfectly in the dark, her eyesight is still better than a normal human's, and her spider-sense is honing in on what she needs to know.
She jumps. It's a graceful leap off the side of the catwalk, and she somersaults down, landing perfectly, but she didn't stop there. She took off after him, using the crates and cages that were obstacles in his way to her advantage, practically dancing across them, cartwheeling and launching ahead of Jim in the darkness.
Once she's finally sure she's passed him, she somersaults from her height advantage and lands in front of him, throwing her arms open. If she timed it right-- and she's pretty sure she did-- he'll run straight into her arms, which is exactly what she wants.]
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They could only hang on, and hope they lasted long enough to clean up the destruction later.
Jim doesn't have the benefits of superpowers, or any kind of nightvision technology - in this instance, he's purely human. The best he's got is his knowledge of the floorplan, even in the dark; Jim cuts across the cages, making for the back of the warehouse. There's movement next to him, but he can't quite make out Gwen, nothing more than a shade in the darkness, briefly illuminated by the moonlight of a passing window - Jim vaults over a crate, boots thudding on the metal of the other side. Spock, she's going to catch me. Spock - !
Jim catches sight of Gwen, flitting directly into his path, too late to stop his momentum - though that doesn't stop him from trying, skidding on his heels. He'd probably fall off the side of the cage and break something if not for her catching him, arms looping right around his middle like she planned it. With anyone else, the force of impact would have bowled them over - but Gwen is sturdy, stickiness keeping her planted and them both upright.
Well, for about two seconds, they're upright.
As Jim's hands move to the back of Gwen's suit, presumably to pull her away and keep fighting - there's a warmth that touches him, a hot popcorn kernel in the center of his chest. Pink, soft light floods his vision - emanating from Gwen, encapsulating Jim with it. His hands still, and the howling, gnawing void that's had a grip on his mind since he first went under yowls in pain. For the first time, the Gnosia is in pain - not him.
Jim cries out as the light glows brighter, bigger - a hazy bubblegum color that chases away the shadows. Quite literally, actually - black-as-night, oil-slick shadows whose shapes outline themselves grotesquely against Gwen's light - they disintegrate, banished from Jim's person. He slumps against her like a marionette whose strings have been cut, knees buckling beneath him, as he's freed. He can't hear the voices anymore, and it seems so - so quiet without them, dizzying and disorientingly so.
Jim finally hugs her back, trying to get his feet under him, but he feels wobbly and off-kilter - especially now that the preternatural force isn't driving him to extremes, he can feel everything his body has been through in the past...Jesus, he doesn't even know how long. ] ...Gwen...?
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And it does. Jim runs right into her, and as soon as he was in her grasp, she threw her arms around him and held tight. She's sticky, which helps tremendously, but Jim can't begin to match her strength. She still holds back, of course-- she doesn't want to break him in half, but she kept him in a snug embrace, closed her eyes, and poured all her energy into willing his infection gone. Willing this over, willing Jim back.
At first, she doesn't think it's working. He's thrashing in her arms, trying to fight his way free, but she doesn't relent. But that's only temporary. Eventually, his struggles start to slow, and she chances opening her eyes, only for them to widen. The warmth she had felt flooding from her was visible, pastel watercolors of light brightening the dark warehouse, all coming from her. She watched, shocked, as the light chased away literal shadows, and Jim dropped in her arms.
She keeps her grip on him, helping him down to the ground, still not releasing him from her embrace-- especially when he finally hugs her in return. She can't explain how she knows, but she knows this is him. Jim is Jim again. She fixed him. She saved him.
She's grateful her mask is still in place, so he can't see the tears forming in her eyes as she finally lets him out of her grasp, though she keeps a hand on his shoulder-- just in case he needs the stability.]
Who knew, friendship is magic. [She can't help but laugh. It's dumb joke hour, and honestly, it's honestly just relief. It's hard to admit, but that was terrifying.]
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Jim thunks on the metal, turning over to lean more on his left side - something's going on with his right. Muscle tightness, or maybe simply overextended; no sleep combined with brain-melting evil did a number on a guy. The joke does get a huff out of him, one that turns into an incredulous laugh, echoing Gwen's. The situation is so ridiculously awful he has to laugh, because if he doesn't - if he focuses too much on the way the gnawing sensation isn't gone completely, the presence of another mind clogged with cloying Gnosia still present pressing against his own, the conspicuous absence of the other half of their club unit -
He's not thinking about it. Do you see him not thinking about it?
The laughter trails off, sobering, and Jim's hand comes up to touch Gwen's where it steadies on his shoulder, squeezing gently - partially in solidarity, and partially as if to check that she's actually real. ] Are you okay? Did I - I didn't hurt you, did I?
[ Physically, he means, because that's about as much as they're prepared to handle with right now. Jim remembers every horrible thing that came out of his mouth, cutting deeper than any knife, and there's nothing he can say in the moment that will erase them. What he can do is damage control, and making sure that taser, or hell, the fucking nails he fired at her hadn't done any damage. ] What...happened?
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At his question, she glances down at herself to take in her own state. She's in one piece, at least, but the scruffle has left a little bit of a mark. Everything hurts thanks to the electrocution, and one of the nails he shot must have scratched her arm, so there's a tear in the fabric of her suit, and a tracing of blood, but other than probably needing a new tetanus shot, and a really, really long nap, she was good.]
I'll be fine. Don't worry about me. [Physically, this was nothing. And she certainly wasn't going to think about everything he said to her, not when their mission wasn't done. Peter was still distracting Spock, and then there were the cages of people still trapped. No thinking was going to happen to let those words dig too deep, for now.]
I healed you, duh. But it looks like it only fixed the infection. Are you okay? Do you think you can walk? [Carrying him would be easy, of course, but some guys have feelings about being princess carried by a girl.]
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How did you do that? [ He knows what it felt like from his end, but the question of how this all worked was still something of a mystery. Jim nods, exhaling before he gathers his strength and gets a hand underneath himself, pushing into more of a sitting-up position from where he'd sprawled. ] Yeah, I'll live. Might need a hand to stand but I'm - mostly just tired.
[ He's not; his muscles are seizing and he's littered with minor injuries, bleeding sluggishly. But he can stand, and more to the point, he needs to stand. Spock and Peter are still out there and Spock -
Spock and Peter are -
It's as though once he's thought of it, the bond surges forward, called to mind instantly. Jim's lost in the mire of it for a second, eyes unfocused; it's so much information, and more than he's used to with the simple press of a hand. But he remembers this, from before, during the infection - remembers Spock burrowing deeper, remembers communicating on an instinctual level. He'll get the hang of it - but they don't have a moment. ]
Fuck. Fuck. [ The panic sends a shot of adrenaline right through Jim's system, blessedly washing away some of the exhaustion - and getting him up on his feet, at least. He can still feel Spock through the bond, and it doesn't feel like he's subdued. He feels - angry. An angry Vulcan was not a good thing - Peter might be able to hold his own for a while, but would he be able to take Spock down on his own? ] Where are they? Gwen - are they here?
[ They're not. He knows they're not, but the worry rises up in him like a physical sensation in his throat. ] We have to find them. Spock is -
[ Vicious satisfaction, a flash of imagery as Peter's suit comes undone around him. Spock lunges forward and Jim staggers, trying to cope with the onslaught. ] Fuck, his suit - !
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Honestly? I have no idea. I just... knew. When I had the opening, I did what felt right, and it worked. [All she can do is shrug, really. None of this stuff has made sense, but when has anything about this place ever made sense?
Especially because her spider-sense started to flare in her mind again. Jim was fine, there wasn't anything else around, so why was the anxiety creeping up in her again? But then it suddenly made sense, when Jim suddenly stood and changed the topic to the two people not here with them at the moment.]
Um--- they should be close? Peter was supposed to distract Spock, just long enough for me to heal you. Here, let me text him-- [She had barely even gotten the message sent over to Peter when more curses came out of Jim, and she felt like her stomach dropped.]
Jim, what-- ["his suit". Goddammit. Jim didn't have to finish the sentence for her to know what he meant. Peter was in that goddamn Iron Spider suit, which they thought might be best, but its power supply was faulty at times. She told Peter to make sure to charge it, but even if he did, it didn't always last like it was supposed to. She doesn't have an answer for know Jim has any idea what might be happening with Peter and Spock at the moment, but his own panic is adding to hers.]
You don't think...? He was just supposed to distract him, not take him on by himself--
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He's not he - Spock - [ Jim's trying not to panic and failing, which is really not a great sign. He's usually good under pressure - like he said, kind of in the job description. But having a direct line to Spock's mental anguish and the physical beating that's unfolding while they sit here, helpless - well, that's a different matter entirely. Jim makes a concerted effort to focus on Gwen, pulling himself away from the bond, the mental link still connecting him and Spock and the terrible, gaping maw of the Gnosia. ] Spock caught him, Gwen. They're fighting, but Peter's suit is compromised.
[ A grappling, fist and fury and violence, barely restrained, because Spock is reeling from the loss of Jim - he knows what happened here, as easily as Jim knows what's happening there. Peter is worth much more whole. Peter's suit, gone, knocking Spock off balance - the whip Spock had fashioned as a weapon, caught in Peter's hands, arrow wounds twinging where the shafts were still embedded in Spock's person - ]
Spock don't - [ Jim lurches forward, a hand outstretched, as if to do something. But the damage, it seems, is already done - Jim's hand lands hard on Gwen's shoulder, his own knees threatening to buckle again. ] Spock just - he broke Peter's collarbone.
[ A nerve pinch, dropping the kid like a stone, a decisive victory. Oh god. Spock has him. Peter, at his mercy, the only thing keeping him alive (or, well, his mind not soupified) the fact that he was a hostage. ]
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She has so many questions. For one, how the hell does Jim even know what's happening? Did he have secret cameras hidden around their compound? Had he been watching them both, from the second both Gwen and Peter came onto the property? She knows Spock has a weird touch telepathy thing about him, but full on, actual telepathy? She didn't think he was that powerful. Then again, who knows what this Gnosia infection did to them. Did it boost powers? She had no idea. Jim didn't seem necessarily stronger, to her.
She'd honestly ponder the whole situation more, if it wasn't for what Jim was telling her.]
What? Oh, no-- No, no, no-- [Peter wasn't completely helpless without the suit. He still had webslingers, but if it was compromised because he was injured--
No. She couldn't think like that. Peter would be fine. He could hold his own, he was-- ]
Shit. [Yep, she sure is racing out of the warehouse without a second thought at the mention of Peter being hurt. She doesn't know where exactly Peter and Spock ended up, but surely they were still close enough, if she could get to them-- only. her webslingers were busted. She would have to get there on foot. She was fast, but running when she hurt like this-- it would slow her down. Could she even get to them in time?]
Shit, shit, shit!
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[ Jim stumbles after her, thrown off balance by the sudden movement - but he's able to follow her close behind, boots pounding on the metal containers as they make their way outside. The docks are eerily quiet, no one snooping around this secluded area - especially not with the way Jim and Spock have been prowling around. Jim slows a pace behind her as Gwen stalls out, trying to figure out which way to go.
...but it's no use. Spock and Peter aren't here, aren't even close to here, or Spock would have come as soon as Jim was healed. As soon as he'd realized Gwen was going to catch him. There's no way to find them, with Peter's suit offline, his GPS turned off. ]
Gwen, stop. [ Jim hovers, knowing he'll be unable to stop her if she takes off on him, but they have to stick together. They have to work together, or they won't be able to save them. ] It's too late. He has him, Spock - nerve pinched him. Which means he's unconscious, but alive. Peter's alive, Gwen.
[ The for now hangs unsaid in the air. ]
They're not here. [ Jim's tone gentles, apologetic but earnest, firm. He knows they're not, and taking off half-cocked into the night wasn't going to get them any closer. ] We can find them. We'll find them, I swear.
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She hears Jim talking, but doesn't process the words, doesn't understand the reassurances he's trying to give her. All she can focus on is the fact that Peter was gone. He was hurt, his life was in danger, and she was helpless to do anything about it.
This was all her fault. She should never have let him take that suit. She should have made sure it was charged first, or just insisted he go in his regular suit, or just never let him go on his own in the first place--
The anger and frustration she felt at herself bubbled inside her, until all she could do to let it out was grab the closest thing and throw it with all her strength-- it just happened to be a helpless car. She lifted it with ease, tossed it like it was nothing, and it crumbled at the force of her throw. A guttural cry escaped her lips, and she dropped to her knees, pounding her fist on the ground. Again, she made no effort to hold back her strength, not caring that she left a dent in the concrete. But finally, some of that anger seemed to be dissipating from her, and she had to fight back tears.]
This is all my fault.
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He knew the kids were strong - hell, he watched her chop that wood for him like it was nothing, he's seen Peter lift a ridiculous number of supply boxes - but that's another level. Especially with the violence of it, emotionally driven, and he can't blame her for it. He'd throw a car too, if he could get away with it.
It puts a stutter into Jim's step, but it doesn't stop him from slowly circling, approaching Gwen from the side, where she can see him. It throws the careful way she was handling him when they were fighting into stark contrast; and the last thing Jim wants is to spook her by showing up in her peripheral when she wasn't expecting him. ]
Hey. None of that, now. [ Jim levers himself down next to her, kneeling next to the cracked concrete. Small mercies the Spider-teens weren't affected - how in the blue fuck would Jim and Spock ever have caught them? ] None of this is your fault. None of it, do you hear me? Shit happens. You and Peter are brave, intelligent, incredible people.
Plans work sometimes, and when they don't, you keep making 'em. [ Now, Jim reaches out, gently tapping the back of her hand, where it rests against the ground. ] He'll be okay. We'll make sure of it. New plan, you and me, alright?
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She's already lost two of the most important people to her. She's already separated from friends she cared deeply about. She didn't know if she could handle something else happening to someone she loved.
But she did save Jim. He's back to himself, albeit a bit roughed up, but he was like that before she got to him. Shit happens. She knows this. Shit always happens. But they make do with what they have, they make a new plan, and they figure things out.
She nods, feeling a bit numb, but she didn't have time to wallow in self pity.]
...We should get you cleaned up. We can regroup and figure out a plan once you don't look like your clothes went through a shredder.
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He'd make a joke about how often he loses his shirt, but Jim's not sure either of them are in the mood for it. At least this isn't his uniform shirt, because it'd be a real bummer to ruin the only one he's got on him here in Aldrip. ]
And...those people. We need to free them, get them medical attention. [ He'd lost count of how many were trapped in that building. Deactivating the traps so no one else fell prey to them... ] Oh god, Claude. Fuck -
[ Jim tries to stand too fast and staggers, blood rushing in the wrong direction. Still, he relentlessly pushes on, catching himself on another nearby car. ] Fuck, he's stuck in the bottle dungeon -
[ What the hell had they been doing? ]
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Yeah. Yeah-- I opened one of the cages already. Hopefully the people I set free already started that process. No... no offense, but they might not be excited to see you, even if it is to help.
[She still feels some kind of way, after facing Jim like that. It was intense, to say the least. Maybe it's a good thing she doesn't have the time or mental space to process that right now. Just bury and deal with it later, yep, sounds good.]
Bottle dungeon...? What? [yeah, she has no idea what he's on about right now.]
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It's exactly what it sounds like. [ Jim is heading back for the warehouse door, a man on a mission, despite whatever blood pressure problem he's having - but luckily there's plenty around to aid him. ] It's a trapdoor that drops its victim into a pit. An oubliette.
[ One guess as to who that idea belonged to. ]
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[She supposes that even in the future, people have a fascination with medieval times. Meanwhile she just played a lot of D&D.]
But fine. Then you work on traps. I'll get the cages open, and funnel the people through the areas that are already cleared. And rescue whoever had this misfortune to end up in your pitfall. Sound good?
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[ Whether or not they succeeded depended upon how far Claude fell, probably. Christ.
Jim nods, already hanging a right towards the back of the warehouse. He remembers, at least, where they put everything. ] The way you originally came in should be clear. That tripwire is fake. Well, not fake - it sets off an alarm. It shouldn't hurt anyone.
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[But all things considered...it did appear that what he said was true. Even if his stunts were terrifying beyond belief and very dangerous, Jim could have outright tried to kill her as soon as she walked into that warehouse. He honestly got close to outsmarting her, but it felt more like he was toying with her than anything. And she had powers. Not everyone that fell into his trap would've been so lucky.]
--- Right. Okay, so avoid the tripwire still, so I don't get an even worse headache. Perfect. I'll meet back up with you after everyone's out, then we can figure out...whatever's next, I guess?
[And take a nap. Lord know she needs a nap, though she doubts she'll be able to rest until she knows Peter is safe again.]
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Jim didn't want to think about what they could have achieved, had he and Spock both been completely stripped of their inhibitions. Everyone they'd caught could have been dead and Gwen - Jim doesn't know if he would have been able to kill her, but he does know he never wants to find out. ]
You got it. [ Jim pulls it together in a beat, setting his shoulders back with the veneer of command confidence - even if he didn't really feel it. Especially when he didn't really feel it. That's when he needed it the most, after all. Jim takes a breath, ready to turn and head off to the oubliette - but he turns, briefly, back towards Gwen. ] I'm sorry, Gwen.
[ It can't make up for it right now - he'll have many more apologies to make, depending on how this all goes down - but he gives it to her anyway. ]
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Don't-- don't worry about it. [She really not in the mood, anyway. She definitely doesn't feel like talking it out right now, when there were civilians to help and Peter was in danger.] We have other priorities right now.
[And with that, she takes off back inside, being mindful of the traps, just like Jim warned her. These people would be free soon, and then. What? Regroup and figure out how to get Peter back was priority #1, but how was going to be the trick. Hopefully Jim would have insight into what Spock might be planning next.]