[ Mitama nods with a polite smile as the woman manages to get the first two questions off her list; the name is unfamiliar, and although she's a curious girl by nature, she has no intention of prying into a stranger's affairs... for now, at least. ]
This is rather personal, isn't it? [ The girl taps her cheek thoughtfully. ] I wouldn't say I was hurt by any one person in particular...
[ Whatever little squabbles she might have gotten herself into pale in the comparison to what has been done to her by the society she had the misfortune of living in until arriving to this world. ]
... People of the Kamihama City.
[ She admits eventually, and the question disappears. Looking at the next one, however, she finds herself stumped. What does scare her the most? Her fate as a magical girl? She's made peace with that. People turning away from her? She's more than used to it by now. ]
This one's a bit tricky... do you have an answer already?
[It's very personal. And as her eyes slowly go down the list of questions an uneasiness twists in her stomach. It's only going to get worse.
Nothing like baring your soul to a complete stranger.]
Just answer the best you can.
[She offers the girl what she hopes is an encouraging smile. And when she answers...well, of course Tifa is a bit curious. But it's really not her place to ask. Especially if she's not entirely willing to reciprocate.
As for the next question, Tifa takes a moment to respond. There are several ways she can answer this question, but they wouldn't necessarily be what scares her most. Finally, she responds with:]
[ Mitama returns the smile, listening to the other's answer carefully. It wouldn't be a stretch to call that a generic or even boring answer, but it's clear originality isn't the point of this exercise. And it's not like there's anything wrong with her reply ─ on the contrary, the girl thinks this would be the case for most people. Hearing that also makes her realize what her own greatest fear is, even though it's slightly more specific. ]
My little sister getting hurt.
[ Just thinking about it scares her far more than anything that might happen to her. Mikage is still very much a child, and Mitama wishes she could lock her up away from the world in an attempt to shield her from its cruelties... but that's impossible, of course.
With a small sigh and shake of her head, the girl moves on to look at the next question... Ah. That one... might be the thoughest one yet. She'd much rather skip this one, but she knows better than to try that ─ she doesn't think they would've made it this easy to avoid answering, since that would defeat the purpose of the whole thing. ]
I... believe I might have. Not directly, mind you, but...
[ She bites her lip, unsure of how much she should reveal for the answer to count. It's weird that she feels this pang of guilt in her chest, too; the people of Kamihama have wronged her beyond imaginable, and so they deserved their fate... or so she'd thought when she decided to kill them all. And now that she has some insight into Gnos, shouldn't she feel happy about it? This should be for the best, and yet... ]
I have thought about it. Every single day.
[ That confession seems to have met the conditions of this little experiment, and the question vanishes from her side of the screen. ]
[Generic or not, it's the most honest answer she can give. Maybe it seems like an every day worry that many people would fear, but for Tifa, it's a reality that she's lived through. She's watched, in real time, everyone in her life be cut down, burned, and left for dead. And she hadn't been able to do a thing to stop it. That kind of loss, at such a magnitude, leaves one hell of a lasting impression.
As she listens to Mikage's response, she's flooded with empathy. She might be an only child, but she can understand the desire to protect someone who is so young and unguarded. Vulnerable to the world. It makes her think of Marlene, the young daughter of a friend who she has more of less helped co-parent. There's nothing she wouldn't do to prevent Marlene from getting hurt. She can't help but break from their exchange of answers to ask a simple question.]
How old is she? Your sister.
[The next questions...hit her like a blow. She's not quick enough to disguise the pain they cause, it sits plainly on her face, lips pinched and turned downwards. A part of Mikage's answer lingers in her mind 'not directly'. The same could be said for her, about the destruction of Section 7. It hadn't been done directly by her. By her hand. But she's still guilty. All of those deaths are still weighing on her shoulders.]
...Yes, indirectly.
[Her tone turns harder when she speaks again, answering the follow-up question.]
I didn't just think about it. I tried to kill him.
[Not that it had done any good. The questions fade away one by one.]
[ It's only natural for humans to treasure their loved ones more than anything, and losing them can push even the most morally correct people into a desperate search for revenge. She briefly wonders if the questions are meant to guide them towards revealing their pasts; vague or not, the pieces are already beginning to fall into place. "I tried to kill him"... Would "he" be the Sephiroth person the woman mentioned earlier?
And well. It's none of her business, really, and she should address the question that comes from her companion rather than the screen first. ]
Twelve. Still very much a child, yet she thinks she's a grown woman already... and gives her sister no small amount of headaches while at it!
[ Despite that, there's no malice in the way Mitama says it ─ quote the opposite, she lets out a small laugh, shaking her head while at it. Being a big sister is hard enough as it is, but combined with the fact both of them are magical girls? It becomes less of a simple concern for her safety, and more a fight for survival.
The girl's smile is still there as she studies the next question, but it turns a little wry when she replies. ]
... I've given up on happiness quite a while ago.
[ The screen accepts this answer, moving along to the next inquiry without any issues. ]
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This is rather personal, isn't it? [ The girl taps her cheek thoughtfully. ] I wouldn't say I was hurt by any one person in particular...
[ Whatever little squabbles she might have gotten herself into pale in the comparison to what has been done to her by the society she had the misfortune of living in until arriving to this world. ]
... People of the Kamihama City.
[ She admits eventually, and the question disappears. Looking at the next one, however, she finds herself stumped. What does scare her the most? Her fate as a magical girl? She's made peace with that. People turning away from her? She's more than used to it by now. ]
This one's a bit tricky... do you have an answer already?
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Nothing like baring your soul to a complete stranger.]
Just answer the best you can.
[She offers the girl what she hopes is an encouraging smile. And when she answers...well, of course Tifa is a bit curious. But it's really not her place to ask. Especially if she's not entirely willing to reciprocate.
As for the next question, Tifa takes a moment to respond. There are several ways she can answer this question, but they wouldn't necessarily be what scares her most. Finally, she responds with:]
Losing the people I care about.
[The question vanishes.]
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My little sister getting hurt.
[ Just thinking about it scares her far more than anything that might happen to her. Mikage is still very much a child, and Mitama wishes she could lock her up away from the world in an attempt to shield her from its cruelties... but that's impossible, of course.
With a small sigh and shake of her head, the girl moves on to look at the next question... Ah. That one... might be the thoughest one yet. She'd much rather skip this one, but she knows better than to try that ─ she doesn't think they would've made it this easy to avoid answering, since that would defeat the purpose of the whole thing. ]
I... believe I might have. Not directly, mind you, but...
[ She bites her lip, unsure of how much she should reveal for the answer to count. It's weird that she feels this pang of guilt in her chest, too; the people of Kamihama have wronged her beyond imaginable, and so they deserved their fate... or so she'd thought when she decided to kill them all. And now that she has some insight into Gnos, shouldn't she feel happy about it? This should be for the best, and yet... ]
I have thought about it. Every single day.
[ That confession seems to have met the conditions of this little experiment, and the question vanishes from her side of the screen. ]
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As she listens to Mikage's response, she's flooded with empathy. She might be an only child, but she can understand the desire to protect someone who is so young and unguarded. Vulnerable to the world. It makes her think of Marlene, the young daughter of a friend who she has more of less helped co-parent. There's nothing she wouldn't do to prevent Marlene from getting hurt. She can't help but break from their exchange of answers to ask a simple question.]
How old is she? Your sister.
[The next questions...hit her like a blow. She's not quick enough to disguise the pain they cause, it sits plainly on her face, lips pinched and turned downwards. A part of Mikage's answer lingers in her mind 'not directly'. The same could be said for her, about the destruction of Section 7. It hadn't been done directly by her. By her hand. But she's still guilty. All of those deaths are still weighing on her shoulders.]
...Yes, indirectly.
[Her tone turns harder when she speaks again, answering the follow-up question.]
I didn't just think about it. I tried to kill him.
[Not that it had done any good. The questions fade away one by one.]
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And well. It's none of her business, really, and she should address the question that comes from her companion rather than the screen first. ]
Twelve. Still very much a child, yet she thinks she's a grown woman already... and gives her sister no small amount of headaches while at it!
[ Despite that, there's no malice in the way Mitama says it ─ quote the opposite, she lets out a small laugh, shaking her head while at it. Being a big sister is hard enough as it is, but combined with the fact both of them are magical girls? It becomes less of a simple concern for her safety, and more a fight for survival.
The girl's smile is still there as she studies the next question, but it turns a little wry when she replies. ]
... I've given up on happiness quite a while ago.
[ The screen accepts this answer, moving along to the next inquiry without any issues. ]