[Isn't he intense because of Dazai specifically?? She doesn't bother answering that part, just shaking her head at him, and picking a bench to sit on. The first time they'd really talked, they'd gone to a café. She has no idea where that café is in town anymore, but after that, they'd gone for a walk up near the mill. The quiet ambience of the park kind of reminds her of that.]
You'll figure it out!
[Once seated, she reaches into her skirt pocket and pulls out a well-worn notebook, offering it for him to read. Inside are her notes in the moment from weird happenings from the past year and a half. People's schedules, people she spent time with, observations she's made. Some useful, some not, like various favorite foods or places. The weird events in town are written down, too, each strange happenstance she experienced.
Dazai himself is referenced quite a few times in there (notably in a shakier hand "die first + Salvation" as a reference to the time she had to all but bring him back to life), as is Chuuya with references to wine and nail polish. Fyodor gets a passing mention, Gogol a bit more of one recently thanks to a certain snake goddess.
In all, it's the notebook of a girl who's keeping track of what's been happening at large in town, but is much more focused on what she can do for the people around her to make them even just a little happier. She'd like to tell herself she's not anxious for Dazai's approval, and really, anxious isn't the right word, but she'd be lying to herself if she said she wasn't hoping he'd at least be a little pleased with her work.]
(he takes the gesture as is, an invitation to speak freely, to find comfort. his ankle rests atop his knee once he does sit. limbs too long, so he's a little further away from her than he'd like, but comfort for both of them is important. the notebook is a little unexpected, but he takes it with both hands - he supposes that if she's allowing him to read it, he should give it a good skim. his eyebrows are furrowed through the entire time, so there's no telling what he found most interesting, if not for what he says.)
Oh? So you know the ins and outs of 'No Longer Human'?
(that what tells him he can trust her. if she knows how to heal him, and how to kill him, it means she has more than anyone else in here. but, well, another part is the mention of the Decay of Angels - fyodor and gogol. interesting, it means he can be a little more upfront.)
This is some good stuff! Can I keep it for a day? I'll return it to you tomorrow! Ah, a side note, seems like Nikolai Gogol has been rather busy in here. Well, not so fun fact! Fyodor won back home! It's totally the end of the world! We are all super duper screwed! Even back home, I am unsure whether Nikolai knows. It's best to confuse the living hell out of him! So, please, lie away, I remember everything from my last stay, as far as everyone is concerned! Ah, we are all so dead.
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You'll figure it out!
[Once seated, she reaches into her skirt pocket and pulls out a well-worn notebook, offering it for him to read. Inside are her notes in the moment from weird happenings from the past year and a half. People's schedules, people she spent time with, observations she's made. Some useful, some not, like various favorite foods or places. The weird events in town are written down, too, each strange happenstance she experienced.
Dazai himself is referenced quite a few times in there (notably in a shakier hand "die first + Salvation" as a reference to the time she had to all but bring him back to life), as is Chuuya with references to wine and nail polish. Fyodor gets a passing mention, Gogol a bit more of one recently thanks to a certain snake goddess.
In all, it's the notebook of a girl who's keeping track of what's been happening at large in town, but is much more focused on what she can do for the people around her to make them even just a little happier. She'd like to tell herself she's not anxious for Dazai's approval, and really, anxious isn't the right word, but she'd be lying to herself if she said she wasn't hoping he'd at least be a little pleased with her work.]
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Oh? So you know the ins and outs of 'No Longer Human'?
(that what tells him he can trust her. if she knows how to heal him, and how to kill him, it means she has more than anyone else in here. but, well, another part is the mention of the Decay of Angels - fyodor and gogol. interesting, it means he can be a little more upfront.)
This is some good stuff! Can I keep it for a day? I'll return it to you tomorrow! Ah, a side note, seems like Nikolai Gogol has been rather busy in here. Well, not so fun fact! Fyodor won back home! It's totally the end of the world! We are all super duper screwed! Even back home, I am unsure whether Nikolai knows. It's best to confuse the living hell out of him! So, please, lie away, I remember everything from my last stay, as far as everyone is concerned! Ah, we are all so dead.