Yeah, I looked with Miller. ... You and Rusty okay now? What kind of sick was it?
[ This is actually exactly what she wanted to talk about, but Toph edges her way into it, wanting to make sure she doesn't make this out to be a big deal. ]
I had to check into the clinic for a bit, but it turned out okay. I don't usually get sick so it was kinda weird...
[he seems to ponder her question.]
It was just like everything stopped working right. Aches all over, my nose wouldn't stop running, I had a pretty bad cough. Wouldn't want to do it again.
[ She pauses, a little hesitant, her stride slowing to a normal person's pace instead of Toph's usual no-holds-barred march down the street. ]
Miller and I were fighting all these snakes, and as they died they released more of the miasma, and it's like I got... I don't know, dosed all at once or something.
[ She hadn't even considered that, and the idea makes her disgruntled. Toph doesn't typically use denial as a coping mechanism, but it's seriously tempting to pretend that could never happen again. ]
My bending was fine, it was just... I lost control for a second. [ Her voice turns quieter, more introspective than normal. ] I never lose control.
I don't get out of control because I get upset, [ Toph huffs, miffed at the implication but not really able to refute it given that she'd been the one to bring it up and suggest it. It's true that she would not like being overwhelmed with emotion to the point that she acted on impulse, but that wasn't exactly what happened... ]
It's like -- I was fighting, and everything was fine, I was handling everything like normal, and then it felt so easy to do something I wouldn't normally do.
[ That makes it sound so simple, though maybe it was. Just because it was simple didn't mean it wasn't distressing. ]
It was a lot of miasma, [ she admits, ] so a while. But I was able to keep a lid on it once I knew it was happening. I just-- don't like that it happened at all.
[ She prides herself so much on her measured, impeccable control, and then this... ]
Maybe to keep the technique out of enemy hands? But we're all stuck here in this village together, we might as well consider ourselves on the same side.
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[rusty being, of course, his personal dog. that's not to speak of the dogs he found on the street that were suffering.]
Did you?
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[ This is actually exactly what she wanted to talk about, but Toph edges her way into it, wanting to make sure she doesn't make this out to be a big deal. ]
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[he seems to ponder her question.]
It was just like everything stopped working right. Aches all over, my nose wouldn't stop running, I had a pretty bad cough. Wouldn't want to do it again.
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[ She pauses, a little hesitant, her stride slowing to a normal person's pace instead of Toph's usual no-holds-barred march down the street. ]
Miller and I were fighting all these snakes, and as they died they released more of the miasma, and it's like I got... I don't know, dosed all at once or something.
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Did you lose your senses again?
[that's the only thing he could think of that would make her pause like that.]
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[ She hadn't even considered that, and the idea makes her disgruntled. Toph doesn't typically use denial as a coping mechanism, but it's seriously tempting to pretend that could never happen again. ]
My bending was fine, it was just... I lost control for a second. [ Her voice turns quieter, more introspective than normal. ] I never lose control.
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[he has a feeling toph wouldn't appreciate being overwhelmed by emotion.]
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It's like -- I was fighting, and everything was fine, I was handling everything like normal, and then it felt so easy to do something I wouldn't normally do.
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[to put it plainly, that sucks.]
How long did the effect last?
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It was a lot of miasma, [ she admits, ] so a while. But I was able to keep a lid on it once I knew it was happening. I just-- don't like that it happened at all.
[ She prides herself so much on her measured, impeccable control, and then this... ]
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That's rough. I can't imagine what I'd do under the same circumstances.
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Normally if I'm not happy about how something went, I'll just practice until I'm great at it, but how am I supposed to practice against mind powers?
[ There's a clear note of complaint. ]
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[this didn't sound like someone directly attacking toph, more like...a side effect of the atmosphere.]
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I already found somebody else here who can metalbend and needed a teacher. There could be anything.
[ It makes her think they should be sharing what their powers are more often in case they can help each other out with things like this. ]
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[where kakashi's from people tend to hoard their special moves.]
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Maybe. I mean, I invented metalbending, and the first thing I did after the war was set up a school for it.
What's the point in keeping things to yourself?
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thread wrap and move to new thread??
[ and then they proceed to have noodle soup together ]