[Kotone has never been too worried about what someone should or shouldn't do with a stranger, at least. She doesn't rub her back or murmur soothing words, but just holds her close and rests her chin on her shoulder.]
...My name's Kotone. Kotone Shiomi. [It sticks in her throat to say it, but she forces it out anyway, summoning a smile to her lips like it doesn't hurt at all.] I'm friends with Minato. Me and him are pretty similar, you know!
[Like, not completely the same -- the more she learns about Minato, the more similarities she finds, and yet, just as many differences, too. The one that Aigis can sense though, that's the one that matters.]
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kotone didn't become the seal... she was just playing stardew... i see...
[If Aigis' shoulder were flesh and bone, Kotone would dig her chin into it. As it is, she can only squeeze her more tightly, trusting the other girl to be able to feel it in her own way.]
I'll stay with you, too. For as long as I can.
[She can't make that same promise Aigis can. She knows she'll leave eventually. Aigis had been with her until the end, but she can't do the same in return. Closing her eyes, Kotone has to take a deep breath to keep her expression something close to cheerful. She won't cry, she rarely cries, but it's hard to keep a smile for something like this.
It's almost funny that Aigis is better at expressing her own emotions than Kotone herself. It just shows how much the robot has grown.]
I'm... really glad to see you. Really. So it's okay if you cry!
also sorry aigis is in insane pre-answer mode she is.... not coping well
[For as long as she can...? Then she's even the same as Minato in that way. Aigis shakes her head, she won't fail this time. She'll make sure they both lead full lives. There's that, and...]
I-I don't know if we've done this before, in your memories, but...
[She feels her cheeks grow warm.]
If we go somewhere more private, you could touch the base of my neck and...
[Her genetic material will be burned into her. She'll be a part of her forever, same as Minato.
Aigis tilts her head, a teasing smile on her face.]
You can cry too. Y-You never let yourself, right? No matter how tired you are.
i love her trying to speedrun her own social link what a queen
[It hurts to think it, but she finally gets why Shinji had been so bothered by her just accepting him as her friend when he didn't know her at all. It's almost eerie, knowing that this Aigis doesn't know anything about her, but is still so willing to let her in. There's a tension stretched tight within her chest as she opens her mouth, wanting desperately to agree, wanting her friend to be at her side like she had been at the end, but...
Her smile is soft and a little sad, but she doesn't cry as she shakes her head.]
You don't know me. I can't ask you to do that.
[Shinji here had been so adamant about that, that the Shinjiro Aragaki she'd known hadn't been him. Now, she finally gets it.]
So... let's be friends again first, okay? [She draws back just enough to meet Aigis's eyes, her smile only faintly reaching her eyes, but there within them all the same.] I want us to get to know each other as ourselves. Not who we think we are to each other.
[She's acting like she used to, isn't she? Not caring who Minato or Kotone really was, only that she could sense Death sealed within them. Aigis wanted things to go back to the way they were, she wanted to be happy again and not filled with this crushing grief. She feels her tears welling up again, her cheeks hot with embarrassment.]
I'm sorry.
[For rushing into it all. For not treating her as her own person.
She pulls away completely now.]
I... I would like to be friends as well.
NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR VIDEO GAMES it truly do be like that
[And it really is okay. Even if it hurts so much it's hard to breathe, thinking about being forgotten, she owes it to Aigis to let her be her own person. Neither of them are the person they expected to be, but that's okay. They'll learn all over again, and maybe even emerge stronger than before, like she and Shinji now.
...Speaking of Shinji, maybe she should tell Aigis about them...? But it's probably best to let her find them on her own. That way, they can explain themselves without any of Kotone's preconceptions coloring Aigis' perspective.
What Kotone does do is dig in her pocket to pull out a handmade handkerchief. The fabric isn't familiar, nor the design -- it's something she made here in Aldrip -- but it's cute, with bright colors and handmade stitching. Without hesitation, she reaches up, clearly intending to help dry the robot's tears.]
Then... can I come with you while you look for the kitty?
[Her gaze turns downwards, suddenly finding that she's unable to look Kotone in the eyes.]
I... I think I'm going to take a break, actually.
[Which probably seems odd for anyone who knows Aigis. She's not the type of person to give up, certainly when it comes to helping someone. But-]
This was- I, when I saw the notice, I couldn't help but think of Minato-san. We once looked for a lost cat together. In the end, the cat had gone away because she didn't want her owner to have to watch her die. Her owner accepted it was simply her time. I know it's silly, but part of me thought, that if I found this cat in time then...
[Then it'd be alive? And Minato would be too? She shakes her head.]
I don't know. But if we are going to be friends, then I don't want to treat you as a replacement for Minato-san.
[The hand holding the handkerchief pauses, hovering uncertainly in the air between them as Aigis breaks eye contact. Subtly, Kotone's fingers curl in it just that little bit as she searches the other girl's face for any hint as to her feelings. For a robot, Aigis is still one of the most expressive people she knows. And it's true; it's strange for her to want to give up.
...Oh. Yeah. January had been fraught with so many thoughts and feelings and scrambling to do as much as she could before time ran out, but she could never forget the time she'd spent searching for that older lady's cat with Aigis. But Aigis had done that with Minato, huh? It makes sense that she wouldn't want to do the same thing with Kotone herself.
So she smiles, and takes Aigis's hand, and presses the handkerchief into it.]
Then... you keep this, and give it back when you're ready.
[Everyone copes with grief and loss in their own ways, in their own time. She knows that better than anyone. She'd witnessed Ken's reaction to her firsthand, but seeing Aigis remembering Minato...
It's a feeling she herself doesn't know what to do with, and it edges her smile with a hint of quiet resignation and sadness as she tilts her head to try to meet Aigis's eyes in spite of it.]
also sorry for disappearing i was literally just playing stardew for two weeks 😩
...My name's Kotone. Kotone Shiomi. [It sticks in her throat to say it, but she forces it out anyway, summoning a smile to her lips like it doesn't hurt at all.] I'm friends with Minato. Me and him are pretty similar, you know!
[Like, not completely the same -- the more she learns about Minato, the more similarities she finds, and yet, just as many differences, too. The one that Aigis can sense though, that's the one that matters.]
kotone didn't become the seal... she was just playing stardew... i see...
I'll protect you, I promise. Even if I have no memory of it, I know you're important to me. That... being with you, is my highest priority.
[Aigis pulls her closer, her grip tight.]
I will never leave you.
you get it...
I'll stay with you, too. For as long as I can.
[She can't make that same promise Aigis can. She knows she'll leave eventually. Aigis had been with her until the end, but she can't do the same in return. Closing her eyes, Kotone has to take a deep breath to keep her expression something close to cheerful. She won't cry, she rarely cries, but it's hard to keep a smile for something like this.
It's almost funny that Aigis is better at expressing her own emotions than Kotone herself. It just shows how much the robot has grown.]
I'm... really glad to see you. Really. So it's okay if you cry!
also sorry aigis is in insane pre-answer mode she is.... not coping well
I-I don't know if we've done this before, in your memories, but...
[She feels her cheeks grow warm.]
If we go somewhere more private, you could touch the base of my neck and...
[Her genetic material will be burned into her. She'll be a part of her forever, same as Minato.
Aigis tilts her head, a teasing smile on her face.]
You can cry too. Y-You never let yourself, right? No matter how tired you are.
i love her trying to speedrun her own social link what a queen
[It hurts to think it, but she finally gets why Shinji had been so bothered by her just accepting him as her friend when he didn't know her at all. It's almost eerie, knowing that this Aigis doesn't know anything about her, but is still so willing to let her in. There's a tension stretched tight within her chest as she opens her mouth, wanting desperately to agree, wanting her friend to be at her side like she had been at the end, but...
Her smile is soft and a little sad, but she doesn't cry as she shakes her head.]
You don't know me. I can't ask you to do that.
[Shinji here had been so adamant about that, that the Shinjiro Aragaki she'd known hadn't been him. Now, she finally gets it.]
So... let's be friends again first, okay? [She draws back just enough to meet Aigis's eyes, her smile only faintly reaching her eyes, but there within them all the same.] I want us to get to know each other as ourselves. Not who we think we are to each other.
I'M SORRY I WAS ABSORBED BY HADES 2
[She's acting like she used to, isn't she? Not caring who Minato or Kotone really was, only that she could sense Death sealed within them. Aigis wanted things to go back to the way they were, she wanted to be happy again and not filled with this crushing grief. She feels her tears welling up again, her cheeks hot with embarrassment.]
I'm sorry.
[For rushing into it all. For not treating her as her own person.
She pulls away completely now.]
I... I would like to be friends as well.
NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR VIDEO GAMES it truly do be like that
[And it really is okay. Even if it hurts so much it's hard to breathe, thinking about being forgotten, she owes it to Aigis to let her be her own person. Neither of them are the person they expected to be, but that's okay. They'll learn all over again, and maybe even emerge stronger than before, like she and Shinji now.
...Speaking of Shinji, maybe she should tell Aigis about them...? But it's probably best to let her find them on her own. That way, they can explain themselves without any of Kotone's preconceptions coloring Aigis' perspective.
What Kotone does do is dig in her pocket to pull out a handmade handkerchief. The fabric isn't familiar, nor the design -- it's something she made here in Aldrip -- but it's cute, with bright colors and handmade stitching. Without hesitation, she reaches up, clearly intending to help dry the robot's tears.]
Then... can I come with you while you look for the kitty?
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I... I think I'm going to take a break, actually.
[Which probably seems odd for anyone who knows Aigis. She's not the type of person to give up, certainly when it comes to helping someone. But-]
This was- I, when I saw the notice, I couldn't help but think of Minato-san. We once looked for a lost cat together. In the end, the cat had gone away because she didn't want her owner to have to watch her die. Her owner accepted it was simply her time. I know it's silly, but part of me thought, that if I found this cat in time then...
[Then it'd be alive? And Minato would be too? She shakes her head.]
I don't know. But if we are going to be friends, then I don't want to treat you as a replacement for Minato-san.
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...Oh. Yeah. January had been fraught with so many thoughts and feelings and scrambling to do as much as she could before time ran out, but she could never forget the time she'd spent searching for that older lady's cat with Aigis. But Aigis had done that with Minato, huh? It makes sense that she wouldn't want to do the same thing with Kotone herself.
So she smiles, and takes Aigis's hand, and presses the handkerchief into it.]
Then... you keep this, and give it back when you're ready.
[Everyone copes with grief and loss in their own ways, in their own time. She knows that better than anyone. She'd witnessed Ken's reaction to her firsthand, but seeing Aigis remembering Minato...
It's a feeling she herself doesn't know what to do with, and it edges her smile with a hint of quiet resignation and sadness as she tilts her head to try to meet Aigis's eyes in spite of it.]
Okay?