No, no. I'm fine. This is already quieter than Hell's Kitchen. And my hearing is -- I can hear heartbeats, Peter. Not just yours, but pretty much everyone around us. I could tell you how many rats are on the dock. [ He pauses. ] Still not as many as New York, at least.
[ He smiles, trying to play it off with a laugh. He's really trying to help poor Peter here. He can't not. He's too much of a martyr. ]
Jesus, Peter. I'm... [ That's so much. Matt sets a hand on his shoulder. That all sounds like a bunch of fantastic nonsense, but Matt can hear the certainty and the pain in Peter's voice. It happened. God. ] I'm sorry. That's... there's no words.
[ He has no idea what Peter is talking about, he is not from the Snap, but that's. Fine. ]
(ew. dude. at least that pulls the smallest laugh out of peter, he's sure matt heard it either way. he'll want to fight matt later, for sure, to test his spider-senses against this insanity.
but, the rest, he sighs, a little cry that could be definitely heard by matt, even if it dies in his throat before it leaves.)
[ Matt squeezes Peter's shoulder, wishing there was more he could do. They'd just met, so a hug seems like it might be too much. But you know, if you wanna hug him, Matt will just be awkward and stiff, he won't push the kid away. ]
I don't know, Peter. This is the first I've heard of it.
[ He can tell it's wrecking Peter, though. All this pressure and weight on a child? That's not right. He shakes his head. ]
I'm sorry, I wish I could offer you more comfort than that.
(well. there's a reason why a lot of movies of time-travel don't tell people about the future, but in this case, peter has no reason to believe matt knowing would change anything. either he would get snapped, or he wouldn't, and it's not like they had any say in the matter.
the question that still looms on him is very simple - why did dr. strange just offer the stone like that? he did say there was only one chance for them to win, from all the alternate realities he viewed... so that must be how victory could go. he has to trust that dr. strange did what he had to do to secure it, even if peter doesn't see it, even if it is just insane to let thanos just snap his fingers and...
but here it is. matt was blissfully unaware, and peter just had to put his foot in his mouth. shit, well, shit.)
It's... It's fine. It's not fine fine, because I'm dead and everything, and a lot of people are too, but I guess you are just from... The past. So either way, you're okay at home right now, right? I... I hope we are going to figure it out, I think Mr. Stark is still alive, he'll definitely figure something out, I trust him.
[ Matt can sense the way Peter's panic rises, the obvious guilt and turmoil rolling through this poor kid. It'd be too much to handle for an adult, never mind a teenager. He's just gonna work himself up into a panic attack if he keeps going like this. ]
It's okay, Peter. Take a few deep breaths. It's gonna be okay.
[ Matt sets his other hand on Peter's shoulder, steadying him. He may not know Tony Stark or the Avengers or be up in the Big Leagues where Peter is, (or be able to control whether this is the afterlife or not? God forbid,) but he can still talk to a kid who's stressed and scared. ]
Tony Stark is a genius -- he saved the Earth before. He'll do it again. You don't have to worry about that anymore, okay?
(how does he know peter is a little freaked out?-- oh, yeah, heartbeat. he probably can smell the adrenaline on peter's sweat, a little creepy, but he gotta say that this is awesome in so many levels, if only that was in the front of his mind.)
Yeah, I hope so. Yeah, yeah, but no, I'm sorry, it's who I am, I'm going to keep looking for people that are from our Earth, because I gotta know. But, you didn't ask my question, are you fine at home? Like, alive-fine.
[ The things he knows about you will shock and scare you, Peter. Don't worry about it. Now that you know, you're getting the full treatment though, so even if Matt doesn't look directly at Peter, he does a pretty close job of it. ]
I can tell you're a good kid, Peter. It takes a lot of strength to use your powers to help people. But don't get so wrapped up in knowing that you make yourself miserable, okay?
[ Matt would know all about that. ]
I'm fine. Things back home are... well, things are fine. [ Saying it twice doesn't necessarily garner a ton of confidence.] Hell's Kitchen doesn't see as much of the super stuff as some parts of the city. That's why I'm there—to keep people safe.
(no promises, because matt wasn't there. he doesn't know how close they were from avoiding all this, if quill hadn't lost his shit, and if all that was happening just-- worked.)
Uh-huh.
(he's not buying the double fine, because didn't peter himself just do that, kind of?)
Yeah, Hell's Kitchen is kinda far, and I have school and all, can't be out so late, and homework, so I was happy when you came around. New York needs all the help it can get.
[ Matt smirks, patting Peter's shoulder and ruffling his hair. Sorry, Peter. You're baby. ]
Trust me, you've got enough problems without having to worry about mine.
[ He means that in the nicest way possible. ]
Exactly. And now you've got people looking out for you, like me. We might not know how we got here, or why we're from different times, but we'll figure things out. This place can't be any weirder than New York.
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(his hairdo is now a bunch of curls going everywhere, thanks, matt, he had put effort the morning he made it!! but it's fine. he'll tell him if he tells him.)
Yeah, that's... Actually true. It's nice. There's a lot of people here, and they're people who met another me's, or I met another thems, so it's... Good to be almost on the same page, you know? We should get going, I'll get a place for you for the time being. They got this inn.
[ Who cares about your hair when you're blind (that's a lie, Matt does his hair.) ]
That's... that's pretty odd. Maybe this place exists between universes or something. That's just my guess though, they don't teach theoretical physics in law school.
[ Haha, get it. A joke. ]
I'd appreciate the help. If I'm stuck here -- which is sounds like I am -- I'd rather have a roof over my head.
I gotta say, I'm not sure. The multiverse being a theory has always been debated? But it's insane when you start to think about it too much, like, how does it work with the quantum, and that changes so much about how we should understand things, but like, the physics kinda checks out.
(NEEEEEEEEEERD
but, alright. there's no more suit, just a peter parker, and that makes it much easier for him to just take a blind man to the inn as him, so he doesn't raise much suspicion. he'll gesture, a habit, before he starts walking.)
Yeah. I live in a little house, I share it with a friend, we stuck two beds in a small bedroom and that's kinda it, you can get one of those, too. I know they got apartment buildings, and also like, that inn I said before. You got options, is what I'm trying to say.
[ God, he's glad he only fucks with Hell's Kitchen, so to speak. Imagine if he ever tried to do more?? Hahahahaha...
But Matt lets himself be led -- he is blind, after all. And he appreciates the help, when everything is new and overwhelming for all that he's trying to act like he's got everything figured out. ]
That's pretty convenient. Guess I'll figure things out, find what works for me.
[ Like an apartment with roof access. That's what he wants. ]
How do we pay for anything? Can't imagine this is free.
I mean, that's just advanced physics, not Avengers stuff, I don't think. I don't know -- I turned down the first Avengers invitation and now I'm one. But. In space. It's not like I got the whole, you know, information on every Avengers mission.
(he still definitely thinks that was a test from stark, even if it wasn't - still, it makes him sound cooler that way, so he's definitely saying it. they'll go through the beach to get to town, so it should be fast.)
I was more of a humanities than a STEM student, in undergrad. I did pre-law, ethics, languages... that kind of thing.
[ It was law all the way for him. He's a big nerd, just not for science. ]
Hey, don't worry about it. It's not on you to have all that figured out. I'm sure you're doing your best, Peter. And I appreciate the help -- I might have powers, but I'm still blind.
[ And the world is largely made for people who can see. ]
I go to Midtown School of Science and Technology on scholarships, so you know, we get languages and stuff, but most of it is science - lots want to go to MTI and stuff. I'm, uh, in academic decathlon and stuff.
(he's just blabbing now, simply because it's what he does - the travel to the city should have a get to know you, right? he just sounds like a nerd, but it's fine.)
Yeah, I got you, man. If you're hungry, we can stop by my place. And -- I think the houses are free. They're kinda just up for grabs and stuff.
Somehow I'm not surprised. You seem like a smart kid, Peter.
[ He means that, of course. With that many academics in his roster, the kid would go far... well, if being Spider-Man didn't kill him. Which. Yeah. He's not going to mention it. ]
I'll think about it. You don't have to worry about me too much -- an inn or an apartment is more what I'm used to. This city's so quiet compared to New York, I've gotta take what I can get.
It doesn't? That seems like an oversight. You... I mean, you should be in school.
[ Matt can see where this is going. Peter wants to buy him food. If it will make him feel better, he'll gladly accept, even if he acts like Peter is twisting his arm about it. ]
I mean. There's a lot of teens here, they seem to just do their own thing and stuff.
(he'll fire a quick text to gwen - letting her know he has a visitor, because you know, manners.
buying, for someone perpetually broke, is a little uuuh-- but he has food at home, he can definitely make a sandwich. also, he's not very worried about matt and spiderstuff lying around. so, that's the first stop is his place. it's-- not much. a bunk bed, a desk, a small kitchen, a closet, a bathroom, the end.)
[ Matt makes a face like "that sounds like a disaster waiting to happen" but he doesn't say anything. Kids aren't really his area of expertise, and considering his own experience with his religious upbringing, he's probably not the guy to set up some kind of disciplined system for the youths of Aldrip.
Well, he's gonna think about it, that's for sure. ]
Thanks, Peter.
[ He follows Peter easily to his home, taking in the details that even Peter himself might not notice. Things like dust, smells, clutter, food... Matt steps in and holds himself rigidly -- not because of anything Peter has done, but because he's scoping the place out in his mind. When you don't need to see, you don't need to "look around" to look around. ]
Uh, yeah, this girl, Gwen. She's a scientist too, so we decided to join forces on everything. Don't worry, I let her know I have a visit and stuff.
(and, well, that's a very superficial explanation. something about sticking together as the only people who really know each other - the only other who knows exactly how it feels to be spider(wo)man. it's quite a life, and they need to be around each other, have each other's back. so, here it is.
can't tell matt that, though. budgeting and bill sharing sounds a good enough reasoning.
it's just a sandwich, so it's lettuce, tomatoes, ham, cheese, and because that's how he likes it, he fries it in a pan, smashing it flat before a plate is placed in front of matt.)
[ Matt can tell there's more to it than that, but it's not his business to get involved, as much as he worries for Peter. Teenage drama is... not his wheelhouse. But good on Peter for finding a friend. ]
That's good that you've got someone. Everything's a lot easier when you've got friends.
[ Like Karen and Foggy... actually, don't ask him how that's going. Matt steps over, gaze somewhere to Peter's left while he listens and accepts the plate. ]
Honestly, just the fact that you bothered to throw this sandwich on a pan makes it practically gourmet compared to how I used to eat at your age. [ Matt grabs the sandwich with precision, even as his gaze remains dead ahead. He smiles. ] I think you're gonna be okay.
(yeah, don't. look into these two too much. it's kinda messy in many aspects. either way, he finds a place to sit too, in front of the other. peter notices the awareness, and it's going to be a little bit of a learning curve of what matt 'sees' and doesn't see. he did say temperature was one of the components, the sound of the plate, these things must be so much more sensitive to him. peter himself has trouble with sight and hearing, sight being the worst of them all. bright, detailed, overwhelming - no wonder he used to wear the darkest goggles when he first started out.
'dialed up to 11', he'd say.)
Ahaha, yeah, it's kinda how I like 'em, so I just made what I like. Thanks, Mr. Murdock.
(didn't he say to call him matt--)
Uh, yeah, actually, she does.
(he doesn't hesitate to confirm it - simply because while his identity being kept is really really flimsy on his part (at times, all that matters, other times, oopsie daisy), gwen's and matt's are the most important. this way, he can explain any weird thing matt may sense in his home and just strike it as him being home.
or, at least he can try.)
The suit I got, well... Uh, it's a super Stark technology crazy machine, like it can withstand outer space and stuff. I can tinker and tweak with the mechanical part, but when it's two, it's easier.
[ Don't you worry, Peter. Matt's got plenty of experience with messy relationships, he'd give you the worst advice. But hey, Peter makes a mean sandwich. ]
It's good. Thanks, Peter.
[ Matt smiles. His powers are such that food is an experience, not always in a fun way. Just Peter doing his best is good enough. He'd probably comment on the fact that Gwen knows his secret, but he's not one to talk -- and his own reveals have been. Bad. ]
That explains some things. It sounds really, uh... unique. I've never heard machines like that. [ He takes another bite. ] I'm glad you have somebody who can help you with that kind of thing. My suit has some kevlar and armor, but that's pretty much it.
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[ He smiles, trying to play it off with a laugh. He's really trying to help poor Peter here. He can't not. He's too much of a martyr. ]
Jesus, Peter. I'm... [ That's so much. Matt sets a hand on his shoulder. That all sounds like a bunch of fantastic nonsense, but Matt can hear the certainty and the pain in Peter's voice. It happened. God. ] I'm sorry. That's... there's no words.
[ He has no idea what Peter is talking about, he is not from the Snap, but that's. Fine. ]
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but, the rest, he sighs, a little cry that could be definitely heard by matt, even if it dies in his throat before it leaves.)
No, I'm sorry. Did you-- did you survive it?
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I don't know, Peter. This is the first I've heard of it.
[ He can tell it's wrecking Peter, though. All this pressure and weight on a child? That's not right. He shakes his head. ]
I'm sorry, I wish I could offer you more comfort than that.
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(well. there's a reason why a lot of movies of time-travel don't tell people about the future, but in this case, peter has no reason to believe matt knowing would change anything. either he would get snapped, or he wouldn't, and it's not like they had any say in the matter.
the question that still looms on him is very simple - why did dr. strange just offer the stone like that? he did say there was only one chance for them to win, from all the alternate realities he viewed... so that must be how victory could go. he has to trust that dr. strange did what he had to do to secure it, even if peter doesn't see it, even if it is just insane to let thanos just snap his fingers and...
but here it is. matt was blissfully unaware, and peter just had to put his foot in his mouth. shit, well, shit.)
It's... It's fine. It's not fine fine, because I'm dead and everything, and a lot of people are too, but I guess you are just from... The past. So either way, you're okay at home right now, right? I... I hope we are going to figure it out, I think Mr. Stark is still alive, he'll definitely figure something out, I trust him.
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It's okay, Peter. Take a few deep breaths. It's gonna be okay.
[ Matt sets his other hand on Peter's shoulder, steadying him. He may not know Tony Stark or the Avengers or be up in the Big Leagues where Peter is, (or be able to control whether this is the afterlife or not? God forbid,) but he can still talk to a kid who's stressed and scared. ]
Tony Stark is a genius -- he saved the Earth before. He'll do it again. You don't have to worry about that anymore, okay?
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Yeah, I hope so. Yeah, yeah, but no, I'm sorry, it's who I am, I'm going to keep looking for people that are from our Earth, because I gotta know. But, you didn't ask my question, are you fine at home? Like, alive-fine.
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I can tell you're a good kid, Peter. It takes a lot of strength to use your powers to help people. But don't get so wrapped up in knowing that you make yourself miserable, okay?
[ Matt would know all about that. ]
I'm fine. Things back home are... well, things are fine. [ Saying it twice doesn't necessarily garner a ton of confidence.] Hell's Kitchen doesn't see as much of the super stuff as some parts of the city. That's why I'm there—to keep people safe.
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(no promises, because matt wasn't there. he doesn't know how close they were from avoiding all this, if quill hadn't lost his shit, and if all that was happening just-- worked.)
Uh-huh.
(he's not buying the double fine, because didn't peter himself just do that, kind of?)
Yeah, Hell's Kitchen is kinda far, and I have school and all, can't be out so late, and homework, so I was happy when you came around. New York needs all the help it can get.
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Trust me, you've got enough problems without having to worry about mine.
[ He means that in the nicest way possible. ]
Exactly. And now you've got people looking out for you, like me. We might not know how we got here, or why we're from different times, but we'll figure things out. This place can't be any weirder than New York.
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Yeah, that's... Actually true. It's nice. There's a lot of people here, and they're people who met another me's, or I met another thems, so it's... Good to be almost on the same page, you know? We should get going, I'll get a place for you for the time being. They got this inn.
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That's... that's pretty odd. Maybe this place exists between universes or something. That's just my guess though, they don't teach theoretical physics in law school.
[ Haha, get it. A joke. ]
I'd appreciate the help. If I'm stuck here -- which is sounds like I am -- I'd rather have a roof over my head.
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(NEEEEEEEEEERD
but, alright. there's no more suit, just a peter parker, and that makes it much easier for him to just take a blind man to the inn as him, so he doesn't raise much suspicion. he'll gesture, a habit, before he starts walking.)
Yeah. I live in a little house, I share it with a friend, we stuck two beds in a small bedroom and that's kinda it, you can get one of those, too. I know they got apartment buildings, and also like, that inn I said before. You got options, is what I'm trying to say.
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[ God, he's glad he only fucks with Hell's Kitchen, so to speak. Imagine if he ever tried to do more?? Hahahahaha...
But Matt lets himself be led -- he is blind, after all. And he appreciates the help, when everything is new and overwhelming for all that he's trying to act like he's got everything figured out. ]
That's pretty convenient. Guess I'll figure things out, find what works for me.
[ Like an apartment with roof access. That's what he wants. ]
How do we pay for anything? Can't imagine this is free.
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(he still definitely thinks that was a test from stark, even if it wasn't - still, it makes him sound cooler that way, so he's definitely saying it. they'll go through the beach to get to town, so it should be fast.)
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[ It was law all the way for him. He's a big nerd, just not for science. ]
Hey, don't worry about it. It's not on you to have all that figured out. I'm sure you're doing your best, Peter. And I appreciate the help -- I might have powers, but I'm still blind.
[ And the world is largely made for people who can see. ]
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(he's just blabbing now, simply because it's what he does - the travel to the city should have a get to know you, right? he just sounds like a nerd, but it's fine.)
Yeah, I got you, man. If you're hungry, we can stop by my place. And -- I think the houses are free. They're kinda just up for grabs and stuff.
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[ He means that, of course. With that many academics in his roster, the kid would go far... well, if being Spider-Man didn't kill him. Which. Yeah. He's not going to mention it. ]
I'll think about it. You don't have to worry about me too much -- an inn or an apartment is more what I'm used to. This city's so quiet compared to New York, I've gotta take what I can get.
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(THANOS KILLED HIM, OKAY... SO, LIKE... nothing to do with spiderman... it was a 50/50 chance... that everyone went through...)
I mean, yeah, but you know. Food.
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[ Matt can see where this is going. Peter wants to buy him food. If it will make him feel better, he'll gladly accept, even if he acts like Peter is twisting his arm about it. ]
I suppose I could eat.
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(he'll fire a quick text to gwen - letting her know he has a visitor, because you know, manners.
buying, for someone perpetually broke, is a little uuuh-- but he has food at home, he can definitely make a sandwich. also, he's not very worried about matt and spiderstuff lying around. so, that's the first stop is his place. it's-- not much. a bunk bed, a desk, a small kitchen, a closet, a bathroom, the end.)
Feel at home, I'll get you a sandwich started!
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Well, he's gonna think about it, that's for sure. ]
Thanks, Peter.
[ He follows Peter easily to his home, taking in the details that even Peter himself might not notice. Things like dust, smells, clutter, food... Matt steps in and holds himself rigidly -- not because of anything Peter has done, but because he's scoping the place out in his mind. When you don't need to see, you don't need to "look around" to look around. ]
Does someone else live here with you?
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(and, well, that's a very superficial explanation. something about sticking together as the only people who really know each other - the only other who knows exactly how it feels to be spider(wo)man. it's quite a life, and they need to be around each other, have each other's back. so, here it is.
can't tell matt that, though. budgeting and bill sharing sounds a good enough reasoning.
it's just a sandwich, so it's lettuce, tomatoes, ham, cheese, and because that's how he likes it, he fries it in a pan, smashing it flat before a plate is placed in front of matt.)
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That's good that you've got someone. Everything's a lot easier when you've got friends.
[ Like Karen and Foggy... actually, don't ask him how that's going. Matt steps over, gaze somewhere to Peter's left while he listens and accepts the plate. ]
Honestly, just the fact that you bothered to throw this sandwich on a pan makes it practically gourmet compared to how I used to eat at your age. [ Matt grabs the sandwich with precision, even as his gaze remains dead ahead. He smiles. ] I think you're gonna be okay.
[ A pause. ]
Does Gwen know about you being Spider-Man?
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(yeah, don't. look into these two too much. it's kinda messy in many aspects. either way, he finds a place to sit too, in front of the other. peter notices the awareness, and it's going to be a little bit of a learning curve of what matt 'sees' and doesn't see. he did say temperature was one of the components, the sound of the plate, these things must be so much more sensitive to him. peter himself has trouble with sight and hearing, sight being the worst of them all. bright, detailed, overwhelming - no wonder he used to wear the darkest goggles when he first started out.
'dialed up to 11', he'd say.)
Ahaha, yeah, it's kinda how I like 'em, so I just made what I like. Thanks, Mr. Murdock.
(didn't he say to call him matt--)
Uh, yeah, actually, she does.
(he doesn't hesitate to confirm it - simply because while his identity being kept is really really flimsy on his part (at times, all that matters, other times, oopsie daisy), gwen's and matt's are the most important. this way, he can explain any weird thing matt may sense in his home and just strike it as him being home.
or, at least he can try.)
The suit I got, well... Uh, it's a super Stark technology crazy machine, like it can withstand outer space and stuff. I can tinker and tweak with the mechanical part, but when it's two, it's easier.
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It's good. Thanks, Peter.
[ Matt smiles. His powers are such that food is an experience, not always in a fun way. Just Peter doing his best is good enough. He'd probably comment on the fact that Gwen knows his secret, but he's not one to talk -- and his own reveals have been. Bad. ]
That explains some things. It sounds really, uh... unique. I've never heard machines like that. [ He takes another bite. ] I'm glad you have somebody who can help you with that kind of thing. My suit has some kevlar and armor, but that's pretty much it.
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