[ The overt reminder that Ethlyn came here just to be nice, if condescendingly nice, makes Toph feel uncomfortable, simultaneously annoyed and guilty. It reminds her of how she feels about her mom, which she doesn't like.
But Ethlyn's not her mom. Toph's never had the courage to be rude to her own mother, for one thing. So, reluctantly, she persuades herself not to treat her like she is. Not that she'll be totally forthcoming, of course. ]
... I'm not waiting, I'm practicing. I'm learning how to get around by listening.
[ Toph's immediately frustrated again by the implication that Ethlyn's casting judgment on what she's doing. On top of which, practicing this makes her feel vulnerable, not physically but emotionally. It's just too important to her, and too new, to feel like she can fail at it in front of someone she isn't close to. ]
I wasn't asking for your approval, okay? [ she snaps. ] I live here -- of course I'm going to practice here.
All right, all right. [Instinctively, Ethlyn holds her hands up placatingly before she remembers that placating visual gestures are not much use.] I'm just trying to talk to you, not insult your pride.
[Ugh. It's so difficult to talk to Toph. And Ethlyn understands pride, and hating pity.]
...I know how old it gets when all people do is feel bad for you.
[ This response has the intended effect of making Toph simmer down, though she folds her arms and turns her face away. It's not like she's about to make eye contact, anyway. ]
... You don't need anyone to feel bad for you, and neither do I. If you want to help me, fine, but I don't need it.
[ The distinction is incredibly important to Toph, who indeed has a considerable depth to her pride. ]
[At least Toph being blind means that Ethlyn gets to indulge in an urge that she knows is very adolescent herself: rolling her eyes. If stubbornness was electricity, Aldrip would be lit up all day and night just from this girl.]
Fine. It's just me being the town busybody, if you can't keep me out of your business, it's not because of any failing on your part.
[...god, she knows that if she tries to say this next thing, she might get shouted out of the forest and perhaps into a forest on a different isle, but... surely... there is some kind of tactful way to say this....]
...And if you want to grow up to be one of the hunters or the mercenaries who like to live rough, that's your prerogative [it's nooot, you're the daughter of a respectable family in town, but just for the sake of argument] but... you still have a few years before you could be considered old enough to really make that choice. Regardless of anything else.
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But Ethlyn's not her mom. Toph's never had the courage to be rude to her own mother, for one thing. So, reluctantly, she persuades herself not to treat her like she is. Not that she'll be totally forthcoming, of course. ]
... I'm not waiting, I'm practicing. I'm learning how to get around by listening.
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[That does explain why Toph seems different today. And it's definitely a relief that she's not waiting to meet up with some kind of partner-in-crime.]
I guess I can't quite fault a forest as a place to practice that. There are plenty of sounds to hear, but it's less hectic than the town square.
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I wasn't asking for your approval, okay? [ she snaps. ] I live here -- of course I'm going to practice here.
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[Ugh. It's so difficult to talk to Toph. And Ethlyn understands pride, and hating pity.]
...I know how old it gets when all people do is feel bad for you.
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... You don't need anyone to feel bad for you, and neither do I. If you want to help me, fine, but I don't need it.
[ The distinction is incredibly important to Toph, who indeed has a considerable depth to her pride. ]
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Fine. It's just me being the town busybody, if you can't keep me out of your business, it's not because of any failing on your part.
[...god, she knows that if she tries to say this next thing, she might get shouted out of the forest and perhaps into a forest on a different isle, but... surely... there is some kind of tactful way to say this....]
...And if you want to grow up to be one of the hunters or the mercenaries who like to live rough, that's your prerogative [it's nooot, you're the daughter of a respectable family in town, but just for the sake of argument] but... you still have a few years before you could be considered old enough to really make that choice. Regardless of anything else.