[In the small glimpses of Themis's -- what are they but memories, he supposes -- there is only a concept with a name, and some out-of-order events. Justice. Elidibus. Where did they come from? Where did that red mask that continues to turn up come from?
But this... the poor man has had his livelihood ruined, and by his reaction, his very life, too.]
I wish I had the answer to that. It is true that unfair things sometimes happen to good people... and yet...
[Has that ever happened here in such a meaningful way, though? Unfair things happening to good people; things had been more or less balanced and fair up until now, right? And he would know, seeing all he's seen in the courts.]
It's not the end, I promise. While I have no means to explain an entire building disappearing, surely you can rebuild your life...?
[Themis opens his mouth; closes it, as if thinking twice about saying what's on his mind.]
I wish I could simply forget, but...
[The sense of duty embedded within the memories is too strong to ignore. The dedication and purpose. The sheer amount of love that went into his actions, twisted as it was. It really happened, that much is for certain, or those emotions wouldn't be so deeply entwined with the things he saw... right?]
Standing here fretting about it isn't going to help. Come, we should go somewhere out of the chill; perhaps we can speak of this more. I'd like to hear what you've seen.
[ He offers a vague sound in response but follows after Themis, wherever the judge intends to lead him. A drink would be nice right now. Some good, strong liquor so he can pass out. Or maybe not if the dreams return... ]
I hardly know how to describe what I've seen, [ he mutters. ] A world so different to ours. A terrible bioweapon unleashed upon the st-- the planet. Almost everyone dead.
[ He doesn't want to say. It's a terrible thing. A weapon that should never see the light of day nor occupy anyone else's mind. ]
It was created by...a certain people, [ he says cagily. ] Those caught in it would suddenly be drained of their vitality and drop dead where they stood. It spread across the land like an infection and nothing was able to halt it. Anyone who didn't succumb to it died in the ensuing fight for resources.
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I don't understand. Our lives have been uneventful until now. Why is this happening to us?
[ He presses a hand to his forehead. Images of darkness and despair from all the odd trinkets he's touched linger in the back of his mind. ]
I'm just a doctor. I only want to heal others. So why...?
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But this... the poor man has had his livelihood ruined, and by his reaction, his very life, too.]
I wish I had the answer to that. It is true that unfair things sometimes happen to good people... and yet...
[Has that ever happened here in such a meaningful way, though? Unfair things happening to good people; things had been more or less balanced and fair up until now, right? And he would know, seeing all he's seen in the courts.]
It's not the end, I promise. While I have no means to explain an entire building disappearing, surely you can rebuild your life...?
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[ So much death, all at his hand. Why is this happening to him? Why is he seeing such horrid images? ]
It feels like this has happened before. Everything falling apart.
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I wish I could simply forget, but...
[The sense of duty embedded within the memories is too strong to ignore. The dedication and purpose. The sheer amount of love that went into his actions, twisted as it was. It really happened, that much is for certain, or those emotions wouldn't be so deeply entwined with the things he saw... right?]
Standing here fretting about it isn't going to help. Come, we should go somewhere out of the chill; perhaps we can speak of this more. I'd like to hear what you've seen.
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I hardly know how to describe what I've seen, [ he mutters. ] A world so different to ours. A terrible bioweapon unleashed upon the st-- the planet. Almost everyone dead.
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What kind of bioweapon? Surely it would have had to have been created by someone...
[An odd lilt on "creating". Yes, he vaguely remembers... that he created things. But how?]
For the record, I don't disbelieve you. I'm just curious to hear what you know.
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[ He doesn't want to say. It's a terrible thing. A weapon that should never see the light of day nor occupy anyone else's mind. ]
It was created by...a certain people, [ he says cagily. ] Those caught in it would suddenly be drained of their vitality and drop dead where they stood. It spread across the land like an infection and nothing was able to halt it. Anyone who didn't succumb to it died in the ensuing fight for resources.