[ So caught up in tumultuous thoughts he doesn't spare much attention to the kind youth who approaches to shield him from the rain at first.
It's not until the fabric of the umbrella covers over the view of the dreary sky that Nikolai feels his eyes fall momentarily shut for a soft smile to form on his lips. Finally, he tilts his head to look at Scott. ]
Not anymore I'm not.
[ Well, the shoulders of his shirt are soaked through but on a technicality he's not getting wet any more. Nikolai abandons the last handful of seeds to the ground at their feet and moves to fold the bag it was in to put in a pocket. ]
[Nikolai's initial response gets an easy smile from the teen. It feels like it's been a while since he's smiled like that, but it feels natural still! ...Mostly! So, that's a good thing, right? That he's not fully consumed with thoughts uncertainty that he's no longer himself anymore. ...It still feels wrong though, pretending that everything is fine at least.
He continues to hold the umbrella, blue eyes looking up him with some of that anxiety shining through.]
Huh? You're saying that you wanted to get wet, sir?
Well, no. I didn't plan on it and it actually sounds pretty silly when you phrase it that way!
[ The smile spreads to his voice. Evidence that he finds that at least half way amusing even if it may be at his own expense. Capturing the uneasy gaze feels appropriate as the gears turn behind his own. His mouth purses to the side. It only takes a moment for Nikolai to figure out how he'd like to explain this whim even though it won't help his case in not appearing as a basket case. ]
Listen kiddo, to put a completely foolish concept into words—this feels like a outcome I have complete control over.
[Should he be weirded out by this man's smile? Maybe, but with everything going on, Scott doesn't find himself that bothered. Clouds have formed, it's raining in their beautiful town, and things don't seem as idyllic or nice. It almost feels like something is going to happen, something that will change their lives forever, and isn't that scary? He loves it here... he's pretty sure.
...That wrongness doesn't disappear. Scott's worried eyes focus on him, somehow drawn to what he's saying, even if it's strange.]
I... don't get what you mean? [The rain continues to hit the ground around them, sliding off the umbrella that's covering them both.]
[ Some manner of confusion bordering on being outright disconcerted displays on his face when Nikolai actually thinks about that. Nothing actually concrete comes to mind. ]
Err-... I'm actually not sure what it means. It's just a feeling I get, I suppose.
[ At a loss he looks up at the soaked umbrella and then back at the youth. ]
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It's not until the fabric of the umbrella covers over the view of the dreary sky that Nikolai feels his eyes fall momentarily shut for a soft smile to form on his lips. Finally, he tilts his head to look at Scott. ]
Not anymore I'm not.
[ Well, the shoulders of his shirt are soaked through but on a technicality he's not getting wet any more. Nikolai abandons the last handful of seeds to the ground at their feet and moves to fold the bag it was in to put in a pocket. ]
It's a rare opportunity don't you think?
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He continues to hold the umbrella, blue eyes looking up him with some of that anxiety shining through.]
Huh? You're saying that you wanted to get wet, sir?
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[ The smile spreads to his voice. Evidence that he finds that at least half way amusing even if it may be at his own expense. Capturing the uneasy gaze feels appropriate as the gears turn behind his own. His mouth purses to the side. It only takes a moment for Nikolai to figure out how he'd like to explain this whim even though it won't help his case in not appearing as a basket case. ]
Listen kiddo, to put a completely foolish concept into words—this feels like a outcome I have complete control over.
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beautifultown, and things don't seem as idyllic or nice. It almost feels like something is going to happen, something that will change their lives forever, and isn't that scary? He loves it here... he's pretty sure....That wrongness doesn't disappear. Scott's worried eyes focus on him, somehow drawn to what he's saying, even if it's strange.]
I... don't get what you mean? [The rain continues to hit the ground around them, sliding off the umbrella that's covering them both.]
Control over what?
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Err-... I'm actually not sure what it means. It's just a feeling I get, I suppose.
[ At a loss he looks up at the soaked umbrella and then back at the youth. ]
But I think it's time to get out of the rain.