Marianne von Edmund (
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[open] verdant moon catchall
Who: Marianne & you
Where: Aldrip
What: August catchall
Warnings: None
i. a clean break
ii. uncanny admiration
iii. (don't) stop to smell the flowers
Where: Aldrip
What: August catchall
Warnings: None
i. a clean break
[ If you live at the inn, Marianne can be found going in and out of her room with a broom tidying. Having decided that she should cease shutting herself away so much, it feels like the right time to sort out the mess her room had become.
After an hour spent clanking around and moving things, her room does not look any cleaner despite her efforts. In fact, it's messier than before. How? Her real curse may be her inability to organize anything. So, she's resorted to boxing up the items she wants to part with and moving it out into the hall, with apologies to anyone who has to step around her pile. ]
Sorry about the mess. I'm doing a bit of tidying. If you'd like any of this, please, help yourself.
[ She gestures to the box of goods she's planning to rehome. There are jugs, pressed flowers, candles, books... ]
ii. uncanny admiration
[ Despite being fond of gardens, Marianne has largely avoided the botanical gardens where the statues of the Chosen are on display. She finds her own image carved in marble too embarrassing, too shameful for someone who had brought the town ruin not too long ago. With her newfound determination (and feeling plagued by it long enough), she arranges for her statue to be taken down and dismantled.
The next day, she thinks she can finally stroll the garden in peace...that is, until she sees an incredibly detailed carving of herself erected in a new location, again engraved with the words Savior of Aldrip. Oh, how those words make her hide her face in her hands. ]
It's back? I don't understand how.
iii. (don't) stop to smell the flowers
[ Marianne feels most at peace in the Aldrip meadows, though she still feels guilty whenever she comes across a strip of devastated land. She's taken to helping the fairies with their work to restore nature, bringing them seeds and whatever they request. This afternoon, however, she has trouble keeping her eyes open. The flower's sweet scent, the gentle breeze, the calmness all lull her to close her eyes and lay down in the grass. Once she's drifted off, birds gather around her still form, and one plucks at her hairband as she sleeps. ]
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[ Grateful, Marianne takes the candles and begins to search for a box in good condition and of the right size. Her gaze will drift back to Mizuki to see if she's doing alright lifting the boxes. She would offer to lift them together, actually, that had been her original thought, but the girl seemed confident in her strength. ]
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She disappears down the steps, and Marianne might hear some faint echoes of "Watch out," "Coming through" as she disappears.
Some moments later, she'll appear again, now empty-handed, ready for a second box. ]
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Thank you so much.
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[ As she approaches, Mizuki hears Marianne. She has no problem poking her head from in front of that pile to see her, though there's so much going on she doesn't realize she is hiding anything. At least, not immediately. ]
They're at the front desk. They say you can set things up however you like, if you want to. Maybe take a table.
[ She really doesn't know whether Marianne plans to stick around and turn it into some kind of giveaway booth. ]
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[ It would save her and her horse a trip. The locals are kind. The Chosen she's met as well. Marianne subtly closes the lid on the box she's preparing to preserve the surprise. She feels sheepish that she's troubling not only Mizuki but the innkeepers now, but she's also relieved to have help. It makes tackling a monumental task - monumental to Marianne, anyway - easier. ]
Sorry, I must seem very disorganized.
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[ Well, darn. She didn't mean to ruin her plans. Maybe it would be better if she was able to go out into the town, get some more eyes on the stuff. Like that weird, traveling merchant she sees every one and a while. Then again, the inn does see a lot of foot traffic.
She decides to leave it up to her. ]
Nah, you're fine. Sometimes things have to get messier first, right? At least you're making the effort.
...Kinda makes me glad that our apartment back home was small. [ less stuff = less cleaning. ]
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[ She can always grab a cart later if there are leftover things. She doesn't know why she gets so overwhelmed when it comes to cleaning in particular, but Mizuki's encouragement helps. Sometimes things have to get messier first...that could be a motto right there. ]
When I arrived here, I just wanted to disappear, but now I think I should try to make this place my home.
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But what she says next resonates with Mizuki really, really strongly, and it is visible on her face. She is quiet for a contemplative moment before speaking up again, all while finally picking up a second box. ]
...I know what you mean. But I guess it's kind of hard to think of it as "home" when you're living in an inn. [ She's doing better than Mizuki, though. ]
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It's not the same, is it? Even if we were to move someplace of our own, home is not only about the space.
[ There were people who made a place feel like home. Or in her case, animals. ]
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It's definitely not just about the space, but it certainly helps. ]
Do you share this room with anyone?
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[ She adds quickly. She's used to the isolation. When your family is rumored to be cursed, people tend to avoid you... The Margrave had adopted her despite it, and Marianne found it sometimes harder living with others than without. ]
What about you?
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And then her friend showed up here, so... then there were three.