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Yuja Wightshade ([personal profile] likethestars) wrote in [community profile] expiationlogs2023-07-16 09:35 pm

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Who: Yuja Wightshade, Erichthonios, & Elidibus
Where: Yuja's Campsite outside town
What: Catching up (pre-event)
Warnings: Spoilers for Endwalker and Pandaemonium raids



[ Given the lack of lodging in town, Yuja's taken to setting up a camp somewhere outside of town near one of the smaller rivers. Not only is it a source of water but fish. Why ever would she need to stay in town if this is here?

Well, there is the fact she's lacking in the majority of her supplies. That has made her camp rather meager. She's managed to barter for a few supplies but she's nowhere near having what was left behind on her chocobo. She supposes it wouldn't be much of a prison if she had all her conveniences from home.

Luckily, Erichthonios offered to bring her some supplies if he could find them. In exchange, she offered him a place to rest away from the infirmary. When he arrives, hopefully with Elidibus in tow, they'll find her sitting next to a small fire watching a pot.
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[personal profile] heartofsalvation 2023-08-20 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[Phrased like that, Elidibus has to wonder what that should mean for his accusation. If the two of them are guilty, what about him? But as he's more worried about Erichthonios than himself, he decides to keep quiet about his reservations for now, allowing him the floor to answer Yuja's question.]
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[personal profile] beshackled 2023-08-20 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[A weighty question indeed. Taking a deep breath, Erichthonios steels his resolve, then lifts his head with a rueful smile.]

...T'would do me little good to torture myself either what I might have done differently then. I have not the capacity to change the actions of my past... but, I can strive to do better now. And so I shall.

Although I think I shall ever be a rebellious person when it comes to defying that which I see as wrong or unjust, I can, perhaps, work on holding my temper just a little bit better... lest I end up causing my dearest friends yet more unnecessary trouble.
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[personal profile] heartofsalvation 2023-08-20 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's true Erichthonios inherited a fiery temper from his father, but Elidibus sees it more as a strong sense of justice, a proper set of ideals, than a tendency to grow frustrated when things don't go his way. He nods slowly.]

I think the context here is more important than anything: if the rebellion at Pandaemonium hadn't happened, the entire star would have likely been in danger, between your parents and the creations within left to run rampant without keywards to control them. If the mere fact you fought against Hephaistos means you deserve a crueler fate... then I suppose so do we.

[He looks to Yuja for solidarity.]

Wouldn't you say?
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[personal profile] beshackled 2023-08-21 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[The point Themis brings up is an entirely valid one. While Erichthonios may have rebelled against Lahabrea, he had also rebelled against Hephaistos... and to a much greater extent at that. And yet...

And yet it is those final words that strike Erichthonios most to his core, that cause his lips to part and his eyes to widen, touched... and a little lost for words.]


...I...
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[personal profile] heartofsalvation 2023-08-21 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Rather, it would have gone from bad to worse very quickly. Beyond the half that sacrificed themselves for Zodiark, we would have lost many more to dangerous creations running free.

[And it likely would have still been the case had Erichthonios not stayed behind to watch over Pandaemonium while he and Lahabrea were committed to Zodiark's cause. That much, he thinks, is as heroic an act as any other. He leans his weight forward, looking into Erichthonios's eyes to drive the point home.]

I have learned in my time as Elidibus that just because you have done something others would call wrong, it does not mean the circumstances of the matter can be so easily discarded. Yuja killed in self-defense, like as not. I judged Yuja harshly in order to protect the star as I knew it, and I did the same to Emet-Selch to protect her later on. You rebelled because it would have turned into a very bad situation if Hephaistos had been allowed to do as he pleased, and you knew that.

Fairness is never so black and white. If one sin is enough to taint us, then we all ought to be condemned.
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[personal profile] beshackled 2023-08-21 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[There is nothing Erichthonios can say in the face of their assertions, he listening and hanging onto their words with a sentiment bordering on desperation. When Themis seeks to meet his eyes, he does not -- cannot -- look away.

It starts as a slight tremor to his hands, dark fingers clutching into the still-darker fabric of his robes gathered over his knees as it runs up his arms, then his shoulders, until his whole body is trembling with emotion.]


I-If you are to be condemned... then whatever punishment you may face, I'll not let you do it alone!
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[personal profile] heartofsalvation 2023-08-21 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
And you'll never know how much I appreciate it, my friend.

[Not one to stop short at just a hand on his shoulder, Elidibus rises from his seat and sets himself down next to Erichthonios, perfectly comfortable.]

Truly. Despite our strained history together, I will remain with you both for as long as I can. As long as you will have me, of course.
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[personal profile] beshackled 2023-08-22 10:47 am (UTC)(link)
[As his friends touch his shoulder and draw closer to his side, Erichthonios is suffused with warmth. Truly, he feels as though his heart could burst.

Yet, overwhelmed though he may be by the force of his own emotions, he speaks with resolution firm.]


I will have you. [For all his life, and the next, and the next, should he have any say in the matter.] I shall never tire of you. Either of you, my dear, dear friends.