I've been here sixteen months now, and it hasn't gotten easier. I don't know what I'm going to do if I get home and they're-- [Dead. Gone. Even if she didn't always see eye to eye, her mother was her guiding light. Her inspiration to do good in the world. Her voice of reason. And Jayce was practically her best friend-- her brother. They were both so important to her.
But she couldn't think about it. It felt like a knife twisting in her gut every time she did. Wondering what would happen between the two cities, what would happen to her and Vi. But wondering and fretting would do her no good, when she was still trapped in this simulation. She just had to keep bottling it up until a time when she really could do something.]
I keep tabs on him, but our contact is very minimal. For obvious reasons, we aren't a fan of each other. The same could be said with Jinx. Vi, however...
[She pauses, avoiding eye contact for a moment before she continues. She isn't embarrassed about how she feels about Vi, not by far, it's just something she's getting used to actually admitting. Honestly, Viktor would probably be among the more understanding. He was from the Undercity too, after all.]
We're together. We live together, but we're-- involved, too. [That sure came out a bit awkwardly, didn't it?]
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But she couldn't think about it. It felt like a knife twisting in her gut every time she did. Wondering what would happen between the two cities, what would happen to her and Vi. But wondering and fretting would do her no good, when she was still trapped in this simulation. She just had to keep bottling it up until a time when she really could do something.]
I keep tabs on him, but our contact is very minimal. For obvious reasons, we aren't a fan of each other. The same could be said with Jinx. Vi, however...
[She pauses, avoiding eye contact for a moment before she continues. She isn't embarrassed about how she feels about Vi, not by far, it's just something she's getting used to actually admitting. Honestly, Viktor would probably be among the more understanding. He was from the Undercity too, after all.]
We're together. We live together, but we're-- involved, too. [That sure came out a bit awkwardly, didn't it?]