[ yes, well — give him a moment. or two, so he can draw a breath that actually sticks in his lungs and doesn't make him want to cough out copious amounts of blood, which is a positive side to all of this... right. he needs to do this.
it is with some apprehension that he tests his hold on the bars and then finally simply lets himself drop from the edge, slowly, with as much control as he can manage — and maybe there's something to be said for the fact that his illness has made him so thin he looks downright malnourished, because at least there isn't much body mass that he needs to hold up.
glancing down, at the now no longer quite so significant drop down, ]
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it is with some apprehension that he tests his hold on the bars and then finally simply lets himself drop from the edge, slowly, with as much control as he can manage — and maybe there's something to be said for the fact that his illness has made him so thin he looks downright malnourished, because at least there isn't much body mass that he needs to hold up.
glancing down, at the now no longer quite so significant drop down, ]
Now what?