I put myself in harm's way because it is my duty to do so— even as a Lord surrounded by guards, I have never been delicate or defenseless. To not use my abilities for the betterment of others would be a waste.
[That is his duty to all of Elde Menancia, to all Dahnans, but he does manage a small, cautious smile in response to her own, to her referring to herself as a 'reckless professional.']
Perhaps I may surprise you with how reckless I can be. But— it is not my intention to try and change your mind about who I am or may become, or persuade you to feel anything other than what you already do. I only...
[His smile fades as he averts his gaze once more, suddenly interested in his own mug, and his hold on her wrist loosens, releasing her.]
I wish you to know that we walk the same path. I do not ever expect your forgiveness, and understand you may never be able to offer it, but I will be behind you, always. I have tried, these past months, to give you your space.
[With middling success, admittedly, especially when one considers the gift he had given her some weeks past, or even his invitation to join her here tonight.]
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[That is his duty to all of Elde Menancia, to all Dahnans, but he does manage a small, cautious smile in response to her own, to her referring to herself as a 'reckless professional.']
Perhaps I may surprise you with how reckless I can be. But— it is not my intention to try and change your mind about who I am or may become, or persuade you to feel anything other than what you already do. I only...
[His smile fades as he averts his gaze once more, suddenly interested in his own mug, and his hold on her wrist loosens, releasing her.]
I wish you to know that we walk the same path. I do not ever expect your forgiveness, and understand you may never be able to offer it, but I will be behind you, always. I have tried, these past months, to give you your space.
[With middling success, admittedly, especially when one considers the gift he had given her some weeks past, or even his invitation to join her here tonight.]
It is difficult for me to stay away.