... Mmph. Vi offered me a chance to work at that bar, but... I hate drunks, and that was before I started saying and doing shit here, anyway.

[She sighs. Even if Vi was nice to her here at the hot springs, she doubts that offer's still open after the shit she said on the network.]

Besides, I'd rather just live freely. It would be one thing if I could just show up to do work whenever I pleased, but if I have to keep to someone else's schedule... I doubt I could do that.

[... but in the end, these are all excuses. It hurts too much to fail, so she has an endless list of reasons not to try. So she just continues an untenable holding pattern, a status quo she hates that she's too scared to break out of.]

Okay, Mr. Normal Expert. What should we do, then?