I've always wanted to.

[ Her voice is quiet, but with just the two of them here, it's definitely audible to Scott. ]

Everything always hurt so much. [ It's likely not a surprise, given that she confessed to him before that she wasn't particularly enthusiastic to live - of course a reason like that would be lying underneath it all. ] It made me think.. It'd be better if I didn't have to feel anything at all. It would make things easier.

[ Ange doesn't think Scott would understand. Because-- Well, because it's Scott. His emotions are such a big part of him that Ange could hardly even imagine her friend without them. ]

But it's impossible as long as I'm human. I keep.. feeling things. And it makes everything too difficult, even in this place. [ She swallows, looking a little uncomfortable. Ange doesn't like confessing to these things out loud, though she's trying with Scott's hand on her shoulder. ] Other people can apparently do it though. So many people seem totally carefree here. It's like everything that happens here only bothers me.

[ Which makes her feel even more like keeping it on the inside, not wanting to seem like the only vulnerable one. ]