Yeah. [ said quieter, now — because even if he hasn't... sorted himself out quite yet, hasn't had a real sit-down with his feelings and the jumbled mess they are, he knows one thing for certain: he loves edwin, more than he's ever loved anyone else, more than he will ever love anyone else. that's not going to change.
and there's nothing, nothing worse than being somewhere where edwin is not.
he sighs. ]
I'm not gonna say some platitudes about how it'll get better or some other shit people say to those who're mourning... I don't know that it will. But we've got to — keep going, don't we? [ he offers a small, understanding smile to scott. ] That's what I keep telling myself, when all I want to do is hit something real hard.
[ and then, as if realising he's talking too much about himself and how he feels, charles clears his throat and steps back, withdrawing his hand. ] Anyway. I'm Charles.
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and there's nothing, nothing worse than being somewhere where edwin is not.
he sighs. ]
I'm not gonna say some platitudes about how it'll get better or some other shit people say to those who're mourning... I don't know that it will. But we've got to — keep going, don't we? [ he offers a small, understanding smile to scott. ] That's what I keep telling myself, when all I want to do is hit something real hard.
[ and then, as if realising he's talking too much about himself and how he feels, charles clears his throat and steps back, withdrawing his hand. ] Anyway. I'm Charles.