[Acting like he's never left, or just nodding and agreeing to his crap. It's not just because Scott wants to be difficult (okay maybe just a little), but because... Dazai really just doesn't know him anymore. He doesn't want this be something fake or forced because only he remembers the stuff that happened between them. It'll just... hurt, when Dazai doesn't remember or acts in a way that is just different.
He doesn't want that. He's pretty sure at least.]
It's best to start over, okay?
[His head lowers its gaze from Dazai, turning towards the ground as he adopts that hunched state once more. He's not angry... he's not. Maybe at Jerry and the council, but it's dumb to be mad at the person in front of him. The person he cares about--]
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[Acting like he's never left, or just nodding and agreeing to his crap. It's not just because Scott wants to be difficult (okay maybe just a little), but because... Dazai really just doesn't know him anymore. He doesn't want this be something fake or forced because only he remembers the stuff that happened between them. It'll just... hurt, when Dazai doesn't remember or acts in a way that is just different.
He doesn't want that. He's pretty sure at least.]
It's best to start over, okay?
[His head lowers its gaze from Dazai, turning towards the ground as he adopts that hunched state once more. He's not angry... he's not. Maybe at Jerry and the council, but it's dumb to be mad at the person in front of him. The person he cares about--]
I'm not mad at you. [His voice is small.]