I know what you mean. It's like my mind is unwilling to acknowledge it.

[And somehow, that only makes it more unsettling. The fact that they're sharing the experience...does that mean something is really going on?

Yu doesn't elaborate on the feeling as much as he wants, because it sounds a little extreme when he thinks on it too hard. The nagging feeling in his mind that something he truly cares about is going to come to an end, as if investigating these occurrences will ruin everything...

But somehow he can't fully turn away from it.]

The more my mind wants to resist, the more I think it has to be something important.