[A part of him still knew why he was fighting, what he was so dedicated to, but he just couldn't grab hold of the memory when he tried to actualize it. Emet-Selch claims to want emptiness in place of what he has, but Elidibus knows it won't actually achieve anything. Not even temporary "peace", or whatever he believes it to be. He shakes his head.]

Not knowing does not take the pain away. If anything, it warps it into something deeper, more distressing. So many questions without answers, and even being outright reminded does not fill in the blanks. You would not be the same person at all like that, and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.