Don't presume to tell me what I can or cannot do!

[ He ruthlessly quashes the yearning which flares in his breast. ]

I had no plans to leave them Azem's crystal. I cannot even fathom why I would invite my own destruction, in the way the Warrior of Light tells it. Not only my own but yours as well. It is preposterous. Inconceivable.

[ In other words, not like him at all, he thinks. Not with his current state of mind. ]

I intended to turn them to our side or, failing that, let them be consumed by the Light they absorbed. Nothing more.